hey Logan, i think it might be good to go see your parents, maybe your aunt changed their minds (or scared them to do so) and it might be good to actually go and speak to them about how you're truly feeling, maybe if you have a heart to heart conversation with them it would be good. and don't forget that we're all rooting for you here💕
I highly doubt they will listen to anything I have to say. They never have before.
I do, however, appreciate your kind words. Thank you.
My parents want me to come home for the summer and I’m not quite sure what to do. Our agreement was that i would finish out this school year and then come home, however they have not mentioned me moving schools since my aunt spoke with them, so i am uncertain what I will be doing at the end of the year and that is quite...unnerving to me.
Dumb things Roman has said #94
"Anyone can find a picture in a star, look, that ones a lemon"
He was looking at the sun
Well I talked to Roman about the date topic
I'm surprised Roman lets you post anything that relates to him that's "bad"
I would never purposefully ruin his reputation. If anything, the quotes show my endearment towards him.
You're in an awfully teasing mood for someone with three broken ribs, a fractured ankle, and a minor concussion
How much do you love crofters, honestly, on a scale from 1 to 10
Well it is my preferred brand of jelly if that gives you any kind of indication
Shut up Virgil
but also guys come on. I think that boy needs to go to a crofters help group or something.
Virgil, you cannot speak about being obsessed with something.
I have made a very important discovery
Logan has a blog
and his url
is @crofters-is-life
this crofters obsessed nerd needs to be stopped
Sea and Sky Glows over the Oregon Coast : Every step caused the sand to light up blue. That glow was bioluminescence – a blue radiance that also lights the surf in this surreal scene captured last month at Meyer’s Creek Beach in Oregon, USA. Volcanic stacks dot the foreground sea, while a thin fog layer scatters light on the horizon. The rays of light spreading from the left horizon were created by car headlights on the Oregon Coast Highway (US 101), while the orange light on the right horizon emanates from a fishing boat. Visible far in the distance is the band of our Milky Way Galaxy, appearing to rise from a dark rocky outcrop. Sixteen images were added together to bring up the background Milky Way and to reduce noise. via NASA
Remus: Why do they call it the birds and the bees when talking about procreation between people? Birds and bees aren't mammals. They're nothing like people. Do you know how a bird or bee reproduces? I just know they both lay eggs. So like, what?
Logan: *scoff* They call it—
Logan: They call it...
Logan: WAIT HANG ON
I think if anyone finds the labels of light and dark absolutely meaningless, it's Logan and Janus, because they both know they all help Thomas equally, so I think they're most likely to befriend each other.
When Janus snatched away Logan with his cane and took his place, Logan had to know he was being impersonated, yet there was no sign of Logan attempting to stop him. 'Logan' also didn't return immediately, which leaves room for me to presume that they discussed it, but he returned quick enough, which leaves room for me to presume that they agreed on Janus taking his place.
These facts in mind, I would say they absolutely recognize this in each other, and as they both know there's no figurative 'cap' on affection the sides can receive, they support each other. If they receive praise from each other, it's mutually beneficial. (I also believe there's a reason that Dark Side!Logan and Loceit AUs are so common and easily supported by canon)
I chose to imagine them hanging out, talking about how the other sides have brushed them off/ignored them lately, and talking about their interests (for example, a conversation I had with a friend:
Them: [showing me their art, beginning to explain it because it's around the theme of a band they really like]
Them: And it— sorry, I should stop, people don't like it when I talk about it so much...
Me, internally: Tell me who said that and they'll pay
Me, externally: No no I want to hear it keep talking
and I feel like that's how it'd go with them)
And Remus! I feel like he's going to have a much bigger + irreplaceable role than shown so far. Like how Janus was introduced as 'Deceit,' but we learned he embodies self-preservation + self-care too. But for now, about his actions:
Roman is a Light Side. He is Good Creativity. He's Thomas's hero. He's literally a prince charming. Everybody loves him.
At least, that's how he's seen, right? We know he's actually got some self-esteem issues. But externally, he's perfect. Externally, 'the Duke and the Prince literally wear the black and the white.'
When Thomas's creativity 'split,' and Remus was created as the embodiment as Bad Creativity and the villain of the story, how everyone would see him was predetermined. He's the annoying one; the bad one; the one nobody wants around.
So that's what he made himself. He knew he couldn't get positive attention, so he made himself get the attention he could get: negative attention.
He's not just a kid screaming on an airplane. He's the sibling that's overshadowed by his brother, who's perfect. He's the kid who acts out to try to get the attention that his brother gets for being good.
Because if Remus acted 'good,' so what? Everyone else already does that. To get attention, he either has to somehow become 'better' than Roman, or be so much 'worse' that everyone takes note. (And this is super common in kids.)
This is my take on everything and this is very long and probably repetitive but if I am anything it is not succinct
So we all remember these scenes:
C!Thomas: You’re right, you’re right, you’re right, you’re right, you’re right, you’re right.
Logan: Well, now you're just pandering to my fondness for being told that I'm right.
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C!Thomas: (sighs) You're right.
Janus: Oh, I'm sorry. Uh, what was that? I couldn't hear you.
C!Thomas: (louder) You're right.
Janus: AH! YES! Ha! It feels SO GOOD! SO GOOD! Aah...
And before you say 'praise kink,' hear me out:
Janus recently revealed himself to Thomas, and nobody else seems to like him. Remus might, it's undetermined, but Remus doesn't seem like the kind to tell anyone that they're right.
Logan, as we know, enjoys being called 'cool.' I doubt being called intelligent would have any effect on him; he knows, he's Logic, he has to be intelligent. And they seem to just either know he's saying facts or ignore him.
They're probably the least likely to be told that they're right. (Besides Remus but he seems to take it out by bothering everyone)
That might have been the first time anyone ever told Janus he was right. And don't get me started on how under-appreciated Logan is.
What if they both react this way because they don't get told they're right often/at all?
Like, whenever someone says they want to listen to me rant about one of my hyper fixations (a rare occurrence) I freak out and get really giddy and happy. Maybe it's the same way for them.
And yes, Logan's response wasn't very emotionally charged, but he either suppresses his emotions or doesn't show them as openly as the others. The last time he showed an emotion, he hit Roman in the eye with a crumpled vocabulary card.
So... Yeah. Just consider that. I don't know I never know how to end my rants in real life I usually just get interrupted before I can finish
Patton: Logan! I larb you!
Logan: Patton what does that even mean.
Virgil: *three days later*
Logan? I larb you.
Logan: and I love you, inability to conform to the laws of the English language and all.
Patton: what the-
Guepardo!!!
look i love the x-men n all but i would hate to live in the mansion bc the mind readers of that house do not need to know what horny thoughts are going on in my brain when logan walks in the room
like imagine charles hearing that shit hell no sir 😭