Awwwwwww I can't wait to meet him too 😭
But I don't know if he should be around Remus with how young he is. He has to stay as cute and innocent as long as possible 😇
-Roman
If it is any consolation for Roman, Julian is very excited to meet him. He wants to meet all of my housemates, but he is particularly interested in Roman. And Remus, though I believe that is only because of Remus's...eccentricities
This is horrible?? Like damn
Logan, does your brother know what your parents did to get you there???
I believe he has a fundamental idea. I have always been honest with him, as much as one can be with a seven year old without causing too much mental strain. He was rather happy by my return, but he is familiar with my life back home. He alone in my immediate family knows about Roman. As far as I am aware, at least.
It is him who helps me get on here from time to time as well. I would say his presence and assistance is the best thing about this situation.
I love you so much 😭
-Roman
Logan i dont know if or when you'll see this, but my love I primise you will be able to come back home to me. Ibdint give a shit about your parents. We can raise julian better than they can. A monkey could raise him better than they can. But we're a lot smarter than monkeys right? Well qt least you are. You're the smartest person in the whoooollleeeeee world. Thats why I love you. Qlone with many many many other reasons
I'm so sorry you have shutty parents who kidnap you and lock you in gth hohse and blqckmail you. We can be so much better parents than tht
I'll wait for forbyiy forwvert my love. I'll keep out bed warm until you return to me. I'll look up at the moon and take comfort in knowing you are looking at the same one. I love love love koveblove love yoy mi amor 💖 😘😘😍🥰😍🥰😘😗💘💝💖💗💛💞💕💟❣💔❤🧡🖤🤎💜💜💙💚💛🤍💌💋💫🤧😭😢🌹🌹🌹🌈🌕🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
-Roma
Goodness gracious Roman....
I'll respond to this knowing you were under the influence of alcohol and therefore probably dont remember much of why you wrote some of these things, if Virgil's posts are anything to go by.
I love you very much as well, and I hope you are correct in the notion that we will be together again soon.
But please take care of yourself, love. While this situation is not ideal and is rather a lot to deal with, I am unharmed and well. I am concerned about your wellbeing, however. I know your fears and what must have been going through your head and while I don't want to put such vulnerable things on such a public website, i want you to rest assured that my love for you has not and will not cease. Everything I said to you that night remains true.
((Yall can send asks for both Logan and Roman. It'll just be a while for Logan to answer until he can sneak onto the blog again))
Logan i dont know if or when you'll see this, but my love I primise you will be able to come back home to me. Ibdint give a shit about your parents. We can raise julian better than they can. A monkey could raise him better than they can. But we're a lot smarter than monkeys right? Well qt least you are. You're the smartest person in the whoooollleeeeee world. Thats why I love you. Qlone with many many many other reasons
I'm so sorry you have shutty parents who kidnap you and lock you in gth hohse and blqckmail you. We can be so much better parents than tht
I'll wait for forbyiy forwvert my love. I'll keep out bed warm until you return to me. I'll look up at the moon and take comfort in knowing you are looking at the same one. I love love love koveblove love yoy mi amor 💖 😘😘😍🥰😍🥰😘😗💘💝💖💗💛💞💕💟❣💔❤🧡🖤🤎💜💜💙💚💛🤍💌💋💫🤧😭😢🌹🌹🌹🌈🌕🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
-Roma
.....reny
If this were a normal and not-depressing situation, I would totally mess with Roman because he would have no proof it was me in the morning
🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
Moooooooooooon burgils being meeenaaaaannnnnn
&rpmam
If this were a normal and not-depressing situation, I would totally mess with Roman because he would have no proof it was me in the morning
.................whoooooooooppppppspssssisiieee
Shhhhhg don't rell remus but even though he's smelly and rude and geoss somegins he is a realllty good brother when he wants to be
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Shhhhhg don't rell remus but even though he's smelly and rude and geoss somegins he is a realllty good brother when he wants to be
<romans
Logan i dont know if or when you'll see this, but my love I primise you will be able to come back home to me. Ibdint give a shit about your parents. We can raise julian better than they can. A monkey could raise him better than they can. But we're a lot smarter than monkeys right? Well qt least you are. You're the smartest person in the whoooollleeeeee world. Thats why I love you. Qlone with many many many other reasons
I'm so sorry you have shutty parents who kidnap you and lock you in gth hohse and blqckmail you. We can be so much better parents than tht
I'll wait for forbyiy forwvert my love. I'll keep out bed warm until you return to me. I'll look up at the moon and take comfort in knowing you are looking at the same one. I love love love koveblove love yoy mi amor 💖 😘😘😍🥰😍🥰😘😗💘💝💖💗💛💞💕💟❣💔❤🧡🖤🤎💜💜💙💚💛🤍💌💋💫🤧😭😢🌹🌹🌹🌈🌕🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈🏳️🌈
-Roma
Greetings everyone. I must make this quick, as I do not have too much time.
I see that my absence has been noticed on here. Roman my love I am so sorry. I am very glad that you found my phone. Please keep it safe for me.
This is what happened:
I received a message that I thought was from my aunt asking to meet for brunch. though I am weary to go out to a public place with the current events, she assured me that it would be at an outdoor space at a rather quiet time of day, so I agreed. This was the night before, when Roman was already asleep.
I left rather early in the morning, as I had wanted to read in the park adjacent to the restaurant for a while. Roman, as well as the rest of the household, was either still asleep or hadn’t gotten up for the day yet. I had full intended to send a message to you, Roman, telling you where I was and that i would be home by the afternoon. However I did not realize until I had arrived that I had forgotten my phone. Very unlike me, I am aware, however it seems that it is a good thing now.
When it came time to meet with my aunt, i was surprised that she was not there. In fact, the restaurant in question was closed on Sundays. What I did find there was my mother, whom i have not seen or spoken to in months. You can imagine my confusion.
She told me that she was there to bring me home. That she knew I would not agree to meet with her so she posed as my aunt. When I told her that I did not intend on leaving--my studies, my boyfriend, or my friends--she responded with saying that I did not have a choice.
i do not remember what happened after that. All I know is that one moment i was there and the next i was waking up in a car and I was already a state away from home.
My parents seem to think that locking me in isolation will “remind” me of who I “really” am and so I have hardly left my childhood bedroom, let alone my house. I only found a way to post here because they finally granted me to take Julian out for a short while, most of that on his part I’m sure.
I do not know what I will do. I do not know what I can do. All I know is that I am very homesick and I miss you very much, Roman. I love you, please do not forget that. You are not to blame for any of this.
I will try to return here to speak with you--with all of you--as soon as I can.
-Logan
Well depending on where he went there may be a computer there. maybe he'll log onto his tumblr from there?
One can only hope...apparently he's all the way in Seattle. Seattle! How did he go all the way across the country without telling any of us? Without telling me?
I thought we had cleared everything up, I thought things were fine, so what did I do to make him run away? Back to his parents of all people?
-Roman
it seems that Roman has been having rather vivid nightmares and that’s what’s causing this sudden behavior. It is a relief to have an understanding of what has been going through his mind for these past few days, however I am rather concerned about his reaction to these nightmares.
Some anxiety can be understandable, but this has been very extreme. Perhaps I should speak with him about talking to a professional about it.
Isnt Patton helping? Like, I understand him not wanting to reveal Roman’s business but this is affecting you now so like,,, -🌌
Patton is helping, yes. He has been a comfort to Roman, I believe. He certainly is better with handling these intense emotions, and he seems to understand them better.
However I do not want him to misuse Roman’s trust. I do not wish for another in house feud, so I have not pushed Patton to tell me what he knows. All he has told me is that I should approach the subject in a more gentle way with him and try to dedicate more time to for us.
I’m not entirely sure what he means, if I am being honest. I have been doing my best to balance everything I have going on, and Roman is far from being at the bottom of my priorities. Quite the contrary. As to approaching the subject more gently, well...I do not really know how to do that. I thought I was being gentle, but I suppose my techniques were not correct.
Have you tried to actually talk to him? I can understand feeling frustrated, I would be too, but he could be really struggling with something and getting angry probably isn’t going to help -🌌
I have tried several times to talk with him and try to help him, but he is stubborn. He doesn't want to talk about it.
I know Patton spoke with him, and I believe whatever he said has helped, but I remain to be in the figurative dark about everything.
Oh no, it’s really that bad?? Does he know you’ve got a lesson?? -🌌
He knows it’s just....this situation is very frustrating. I was able to get through today’s tutoring sessions with little interruption, thanks to i believe what Patton said to him last night. However when i returned, he was completely covered in a weighted blanket and looked very upset.
I hate that he feels so bad, but I cannot forego my studies and my commitments for just him. I only wish I knew what was going on so I could actually help him.
I love Roman immensely, but this is starting to get out of hand. I can’t even have a meeting with my professor without him pining for my attention.
I am scheduled to start as an online teacher assistant and tutoring next week and I cannot have him all over me during instructional time.
How did your date go with Roman?
It was wonderful. It was very relaxing and both Roman and I enjoyed ourselves very much.
However it did little to ease his clingieness. I could not get him to talk to me about it last night either. I will try again tonight, but I'm not sure how responsive he will be
Ooo, where are you going for your date with Roman?
A picnic in the park followed by a stop at his favorite ice cream parlor. And when we get home, a marathon of Disney movies we both enjoy, perhaps Hamilton as well, since it is the weekend and we don't have to be up early in the morning.
I do hope this works. Today has been worse than the past two. I could hardly get anything done for myself, let alone help any of the others with their work.