Too In My Head. So Many Lies. A Fucked Up Individual. Attention Seeker. Easily Forgettable. Hard To Love.

i indeed have grossly estimated my place in everyone's life

when bts said "i dont have a dream, dreaming is sometimes scary, to live like this, to survive like this, is a small dream to me" in paradise

what is it about you that i love so much

i can't take this. i can't take this. why birth me if im not what you desired. you should have known better than to give birth to me, you are a fool.

im sorry I'm sorry ik im the monster but you can't blame. you made me, you are the reason I'm like this, you will always be the reason I'm like this

I'm scared i won't be me after this. I'm scared I'll lose myself. my sanity is hanging by a thread for real

Am I gonna feel lonely for the rest of my life... It's the one feeling I think I am familiar with since the beginning of my life

i miss something so much but i don't know what it is, it's been eating at me. what is it that i miss so much idk idk

man i hate myself

that's the first ever time I felt bad for thinking how much I want to die. I still want to die, I don't wanna live. I don't think anyone would miss me or be that wounded nor do I care. but this woman...

I wish I could have told you I missed you too but I didn't wanna lose my dignity more than I did with you