i am only now realising how i am actually NOT a neurotypical, and it's so fucking hard being here. this is the worst place to be at if you are not a perfect human being lol. there's not an ounce of empathy, no understanding. it's so hard being a human here. i want to go home. never thought i could miss that place, but here im literally in tears while i write this. even when i get invalidated it wasnt THIS bad lol
i was my mother's daughter. it was me.
it was me. it was always me.
i feel so bad for hyyh seokjin
the strong urge to go be a bitch
please don't speak or be friendly with anyone. please don't let yourself loose again. please just focus on yourself. please don't think anyone's your family. please don't play the savior, when you yourself can't get out of your own hell. please be selfish. please please be selfish. i beg you. please just focus on yourself. don't for any chance speak about yourself, don't give yourself to anyone here anymore. enough. just a year. we'll get out of here. we can. we'll do it. everything will be okay.
need to make an emotional support bts playlist soon, the one i had is missing lmfao
I've truly lost the plot, like girl idk what's going on in my life either
i indeed have grossly estimated my place in everyone's life
fleabag and Claire... fuck them god
signed my fate to the devil today