I've Truly Lost The Plot, Like Girl Idk What's Going On In My Life Either

there's an end to the loneliness, right? it ends, eventually? and i'll be finally whole inside?

i am only now realising how i am actually NOT a neurotypical, and it's so fucking hard being here. this is the worst place to be at if you are not a perfect human being lol. there's not an ounce of empathy, no understanding. it's so hard being a human here. i want to go home. never thought i could miss that place, but here im literally in tears while i write this. even when i get invalidated it wasnt THIS bad lol

Aslan Jade Callenreese you are safe now, I'll be happy with that

there’s a special kind of grief you feel towards yourself when you’ve been mentally ill for as long as you remember. you see ppl saying they long to return to their old self but you don’t have an old self, or if there was, you can’t remember it. ur “old self” was a child. this self is all you’ve ever known. then there’s the fear that comes with trying to find out who you are without your mental illnesses, it’s all new to you and you don’t know if you’ll like who you’ll be

I'm scared i won't be me after this. I'm scared I'll lose myself. my sanity is hanging by a thread for real

the strong urge to go be a bitch

badumtuss

i miss reading

There's something in me, that I don't know how to word or well I don't even know what it is. But it's swallowing the whole of me

okay okay okay

everything will be alright

everything will be alright

everything will be alright