please don't speak or be friendly with anyone. please don't let yourself loose again. please just focus on yourself. please don't think anyone's your family. please don't play the savior, when you yourself can't get out of your own hell. please be selfish. please please be selfish. i beg you. please just focus on yourself. don't for any chance speak about yourself, don't give yourself to anyone here anymore. enough. just a year. we'll get out of here. we can. we'll do it. everything will be okay.
There's something in me, that I don't know how to word or well I don't even know what it is. But it's swallowing the whole of me
being here i tend to forget home is just another place filled with infuriating people
badumtuss
i can't take this. i can't take this. why birth me if im not what you desired. you should have known better than to give birth to me, you are a fool.
im sorry I'm sorry ik im the monster but you can't blame. you made me, you are the reason I'm like this, you will always be the reason I'm like this
the strong urge to go be a bitch
im gonna fucking kill myself. im so fucking serious
been feeling like a shit and now i can't handle it anymore, im back to being me ig, hello
what is it about you that i love so much