Need To Make An Emotional Support Bts Playlist Soon, The One I Had Is Missing Lmfao

ill kill people for this lil guy

are we only supposed to talk sadly on here

there’s a special kind of grief you feel towards yourself when you’ve been mentally ill for as long as you remember. you see ppl saying they long to return to their old self but you don’t have an old self, or if there was, you can’t remember it. ur “old self” was a child. this self is all you’ve ever known. then there’s the fear that comes with trying to find out who you are without your mental illnesses, it’s all new to you and you don’t know if you’ll like who you’ll be

learning the art of shutting up.

been feeling like a shit and now i can't handle it anymore, im back to being me ig, hello

i am so. i wish someone would just take pity on me. and put me out of this misery. someone please just take me cradle me hold me close to you please kiss on my forehead while you dive that fucking knife through my heart. please hold me until I die and put me down gently. tell me you could have loved me if I wasn't so fucked

I've truly lost the plot, like girl idk what's going on in my life either

i am only now realising how i am actually NOT a neurotypical, and it's so fucking hard being here. this is the worst place to be at if you are not a perfect human being lol. there's not an ounce of empathy, no understanding. it's so hard being a human here. i want to go home. never thought i could miss that place, but here im literally in tears while i write this. even when i get invalidated it wasnt THIS bad lol

want like at least 15 mins to hide and cry, i dont it like today

signed my fate to the devil today

Everyone who knew me since an infant describes me as this lonely child who kept to themself. I guess mom is right, maybe I have been broken since the day I was born