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(not mine) if only this wasn’t true — also self harming to feel something or to gain control over overwhelming feelings or because you can’t stop thinking about it and it’s your body so why not ...

Shoutout to everyone who doesn’t actually have a solid best friend because their best friends have better best friends or because they don’t bond enough with people to have best friends, or because their ‘best friends’ constantly come and go and it just kinda leaves them feeling vaguely isolated even though they might have plenty of regular friends.

Me too 🙋🏼‍♀️

rebloging to save life! this is important!

DO NOT DO THIS.

This makes me so angry.

If you work in a movie theater and you do this I have no respect for you.

My younger brother is Type 1 Diabetic.

When we go to a movie theater, we always get him diet soda. If he were to get regular when we asked for diet, we would not give him the insulin he would need for it. If that happens, his blood sugar level could go so high he could go into a coma, go blind, or even die.

If somebody gave him regular soda instead of diet without telling us, that person could be responsible for a nine-year-old being killed or blinded.

Just thinking about that makes me so angry. I get scared every time we take him to a movie in case the people working there saw this picture and decide to do the same thing.

Please signal boost this so people know.

I’m passively suicidal

I think about suicide on a daily basis

And I have a feeling in my body that just screams “I want do die”

But I just never do it

I’m passively suicidal

there is a point in your depression where you just give up on getting better but you still won’t kill yourself. you just float around in this state of nothingness and don’t notice anything around you because you’re just so numb and you just don’t want to anything about it anymore

So true 😂

I'm always the friend who's just there. No one notices if I am there or not besides me

If I could kill myself, without any of my friends or family getting hurt, I wouldn’t hesitate for a single second.

so

we have this app called toogoodtogo where restaurants/cafes/bakeries/hotels and so on sell their leftovers for really cheap to reduce foodwaste

i got all of this for €4 from starbucks

bless

Reblog to become part of Data Data Data, the Unus Annus fraternity.

same!

It's funny actually. I used to think, 'why would you want to wreck your body'. But now it's all I yearn for.

HEY, LISTEN UP

So like, I’m not sure if this is a common product known in the ED community (and if it is feel free to completely ignore this) BUT LIKE… I THINK I FOUND ONE OF MY NEW SAFE FOODS

THESE SUCKERS RIGHT HERE ARE SENT FROM THE HEAVENS I SWEAR TO GOD.

Get this, it’s 120 calories…. for 41 crackers?!

I am not even shitting you, look at this

And IF you do end up binging on the whole box (totally don’t recommend it but it happens to the best of us), it’s 420 calories! Not exactly low cal, but for binging on the whole entire box, that’s pretty good

I’m not even kidding, I ended up eating like 20 of these guys earlier and I totally expected to be filled with regret and shame but when I calculated it it was only 59 calories!!!! (In comparison: eating 20 of the Lays Original Chips would’ve been 213 calories)

And not only are they low cal, but they’re perfect if you’re having a chip/salty craving :)

Edit: Because I keep getting asked, I found these at my local Wal-Mart! I know you can also find these at Target or Amazon :)

No words can possibly express the sadness I'm feeling, knowing @qinni is no longer with us. It hurts so much to know one moment she's here and another she's gone, but I really hope wherever she is now, it's in a better place than this.

For those who knew her, she was a huge inspiration, and she was one of the bravest and most talented people to inspire so many others.

Please remember her. Her name was Qing Han, and she will keep on living through her beautiful artwork.

Rest easy.

my life

Do you ever just get so in your head for no reason?

Like one minute you’re fine and then literally nothing will happen and all of a sudden you want to kill yourself?

No? Just me? Cool.

Top 10 thoughts when you get diagnosed with a mental illness:

- "No, I'm not THAT sick."

- "Woow, this explains everything..."

- "People aren't supposed to feel like this??"

- "I'm probably just faking this illness."

- "For how long have I been sick?"

- "Will I ever be healthy again?"

- "How are people supposed to feel?"

- "Will people still like me if I'm sick?"

- "I thought mental illness would be worse."

- "Other people has been through this."

thought so too until today:)

thigh boi squad

can’t wait til my 25th birthday cuz that’s when your brain officially stops growing which means it’s also when your brain officially starts dying!!!!! yoooooooo here i come death!!!!!!

Here’s what I’ve been doing to lose weight. Since January I’ve been restricting my calorie intake from 1200-lower. Currently at 700 cals, I change my calorie intake at the start of a new week. Monday I will be at 600 calories.

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I’ve been drinking a shot (about four tablespoons) of apple cider vinegar every morning after breakfast andddd... IT HAS HELPED TREMENDOUSLY! It’s been helping a lot with bloating and water weight, I dropped about 0.5 lbs on my stomach.

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Currently easing my way into the Master Cleanse 🍋 here’s a summary of it, (pictures below) if you’re not familiar with it. I’m on day one of the “pre-master cleanse”. I’ve done it before for 5 days but I’m going to do it for 10 days this time.

Please block don’t report!

That's what I'm doing now 😂

I just wish I was happy for once.

👌

me, sleeping 18 hours a day and not leaving my home at all

I block out the voice that tells me not to eat when I’m in certain social situations

Cause the little part of me that can still enjoy things wants me to get better

But when I’m alone, all I’m left with is this heavy, painful feeling of regret

I didn’t even need to eat, I don’t deserve it, not when I feel sad and especially not when I feel happy

Two minutes of lost control and I managed to go 1000cal over my limit. That’s who I really am. A failure. Even at self harm all I am is a failure

My insides itch and I want to rip every bit of meat off these ugly bones.

List of food w it’s calorie

Got this from thefitnesschef_ on IG, go ahead to their account for more.

‪How to draw water surfaces. From Jack Hamm’s Drawing Scenery (1972).