I’m Passively Suicidal

Evan Fong

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I block out the voice that tells me not to eat when I’m in certain social situations

Cause the little part of me that can still enjoy things wants me to get better

But when I’m alone, all I’m left with is this heavy, painful feeling of regret

I didn’t even need to eat, I don’t deserve it, not when I feel sad and especially not when I feel happy

Two minutes of lost control and I managed to go 1000cal over my limit. That’s who I really am. A failure. Even at self harm all I am is a failure

My insides itch and I want to rip every bit of meat off these ugly bones.

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You are self-destruction when

You drink, knowing it’ll help you escape yourself

You drink and it leads you to sleeping with a stranger

You drink KNOWING it’ll lead you to sleeping with a stranger

You sleep with a friend

You fall in love with that friend

That friend doesn’t love you back

You continue to sleep with that friend knowing that’ll you’ll never be more to them than a distraction

You sleep with a stranger knowing it’ll break your heart

You do it in order to break your heart

You listen to the music that breaks your heart

You put yourself in danger in purpose

Whether it’s something like getting in a car accident without caring or being murdered while walking somewhere you know you shouldn’t walk

You starve yourself

You eat too much knowing that you’ll want to punch yourself until you puke after

So you starve yourself more

You push your friends away

And your family

And you turn into the monster you were afraid of as a child

You know you’re self-destruction when you hold a fucking razor to your arm, finding a place to cut open, or the bottle to your lips counting the pills falling, and then you stop yourself knowing that the scars or the empty bottle will bring attention to your self-destruction, which you can’t have because you know you’ll just seem pathetic, so you stop

And you know that’s what’s keeping you alive.

“That’s your otp”?

“They’re just friends”

Bakugou Katsuki in his black tank top.

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