(not Mine) If Only This Wasn’t True — Also Self Harming To Feel Something Or To Gain Control Over

*When I first started reading fan fiction for the first time* Me: Oh My God! They kissed! What am I reading?! *blushing so much* *me now* Me: oh look it’s smut *reads it all without reacting at all*

Here’s what I’ve been doing to lose weight. Since January I’ve been restricting my calorie intake from 1200-lower. Currently at 700 cals, I change my calorie intake at the start of a new week. Monday I will be at 600 calories.

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I’ve been drinking a shot (about four tablespoons) of apple cider vinegar every morning after breakfast andddd... IT HAS HELPED TREMENDOUSLY! It’s been helping a lot with bloating and water weight, I dropped about 0.5 lbs on my stomach.

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Currently easing my way into the Master Cleanse 🍋 here’s a summary of it, (pictures below) if you’re not familiar with it. I’m on day one of the “pre-master cleanse”. I’ve done it before for 5 days but I’m going to do it for 10 days this time.

Please block don’t report!

Same

My whole eating disorder feels fake

Like, I’m not even a bit skinny

@j-kylee yeah...😓😓

worse than going outside and socializing is finding out that the unfinished fanfiction you are reading was updated in 2009 for the last time

Same

I JUST WANT TO WEAR SUMMER CLOTHES BUT IM TOO SCARED BECAUSE I HATE MY BODY SO FUCKING MUCH AHHH 😠

You hide when you cry because you want to be seen as a strong person, at the same time though, you hate how nobody notices how broken you are.

YES

Imagine your otp #3

(Mine: H2Ovanoss, Minicat)

*restarts entire game*

@j-kylee😂😂

Gabriel’s inner monologue is a beautiful thing.