😟 (first Time Ever) Jason Possessed Me Istg...

so uh, haha... like always... MORE system questions...

holy shit i have terrible memory. also hello, im the 'alter' in this 'system' who thinks I'm faking this.

Atp might as well just call the people in my head imaginary friends. I hate them for being there and would like them to leave. This whole thing causes me so much distress it's actually insane.

So here are some questions I have as a 'questioning system'

Why am I the only one that can still remember how other alters felt during a memory (IF i can recall it)? But it feels like when someone is telling you something and you share their emotion on it (empathy/sympathy i think)

I have terrible memory, I can hardly remember the day unless I think hard on it. Could this be from staying up too late? Usually I go to sleep around 1 am and wake up around 8-9 am, recently ive been waking up at 7 (for an unknown reason)

Is it normal for headmates not to talk to you/or whoever is fronting unless you interact with them first?

Is it normal for switches to be so often? (usually we have 1-2 switches daily now) but it feels like personality+gender/sexuality change only... like the switch is so unnoticeable we don't even realize there was a switch.

Also, does anyone have any resources we can use to research this further? I really hate having to ask people abt this esp since it takes forever to actually get an answer.

our headspace is okay, it looks like the amongus cafeteria and then a random hallway with our bedrooms... i wanna upgrade it soon, I was thinking about having a shared/public bath house thing, but Cass said she would go in with us... then flashed us with a naked Draculara doll... I think that's how she looks like?

-Jason

REAL... but i feel so scared to use tupperbox/pluralkit cause i dont wanna be fakeclaimed

Is it a headmate? Is it a fragment? Is it a facet? Is it a persona? Am I subconsciously masking? Am I subconsciously/involuntarily otherlinking/copinglinking? Is it a kinshift? Is it a ’flicker? Is it age regression? Is it a mood? Is it impulsivity? Is it an intrusive thought that I’m reacting to? Is it genderfluidity? Is it pronoun/namefluidity?

Who knows! Who cares! I don’t need to stress about this, it doesn’t matter! It’s a mode that the “I” is in, the way I feel in that moment! And I will make a pluralkit/tupperbox for it so I can express myself and decide the rest later! Or never! These labels are a construct! Personhood itself is a construct! I don’t need to box myselves! I can just live!

took a while, i finally remembered what happened, but it's very hazy.

-💥

😟 i can't remember anything from yesterday other than when Cass came out to our friend and then I switched and got mad. But this is bad because we have a collective-memory. Why don't I remember anything from when I wasn't switched? I only remember a bit of what Habit did a couple days ago (play guitar hero... he SUCKED ASS AT IT)

This is genuinely worrying, where did the memories go?

-💥

i pick Habit to be the alter to get us a driver's license 🙌

-🪳

The one take wonder

Jason should have come back to the manor post-lazarus pit and revealed himself as Jason Todd but not told the rest of the family that he’s also Red Hood. can you imagine how fucking funny that would be.

Nightwing: honestly! my family is fucking INSANE! i swear the only good one is my little brother, he died and came back and decided to ditch the vigilante life.

Red Hood: oh shit really?

Nightwing: honestly probably the smartest one out of all of us, he’s reading in bed while we’re all out here on stakeouts!

Red Hood: interesting. tell me more about how this brother is the best of all of you.

~

Red Hood: so what are you guys getting the smart handsome not-vigilante brother for Christmas?

Nightwing, Red Robin, and Robin:

~

Batman: now i need all of you to have an equal share in the clean up-

Red Hood: yeah sorry, you aren’t MY dad, so i’m gonna dip. have fun cleaning!

the funniest part is when Dick and Tim decide that since Red Hood and Jason are so similar and Red Hood CLEARLY seems to like what he hears about Jason, that they should try to set the two up.

Jason, calling Roy at 4am: i need you in Gotham within the next hour so you can dress up as Red Hood and we can pretend that I’m sleeping with myself.

Roy:

Roy: i’m gonna get caught sneaking out of your bedroom with lipstick on your helmet

Jason: this is gonna be the funniest thing we’ve ever done.

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We're endo neu.

Radqueers, racists, transids, homo/transphobes, anti-therian/furry/alterhumans DNI.

Don't force us into syscourse. We don't want to hear it. Tips and resources are welcomed.

This is OUR blog. So we're going to somewhat use this to log symptoms while also doing other shit so this blog will be random.

Sometimes I refer to myself as we/us

Symptoms we have: here

intro being reworked

questioning if i'm a fictionkin for cassandra cain (DC) and mina ashido (mha)

(also i rlly love this roach emoji)

-🪳

Jason(💥) is actually aware of this issue, he thinks it's funny at times, other times he's unsure of how he feels about this

-🪳

"Damian accidentally reveals Jason is alive" except Bruce and Dick got therapy and are having a heart to heart about their Jason hallucinations:

Bruce: *stoically fighting tears* He follows me around reminding me that it was my fault he died...

Damian: Ah yes, he does ramble often about how Batman failed him. Pathetic.

Bruce:

Dick:

Dick: Dami? You hallucinate him too?

Damian:

Damian: ... yes... hallucinate...

i like the idea that red hood is to crime alley what daredevil is to hell's kitchen in the dd comics. in the way that:

Jason: *in full red hood gear, walking through an alley* homeless man next to him: hey, todd. how's patrol? jason: *grinning under his helmet* i don't know if you need new glasses---or maybe a memory boost, jimmy---but the todd kid is dead. i, obviously, am not. homeless man: *snickers* yeah sure, sure, jason

Jason: *walking down the street in civvies* passerby: hey! hood! i have some info for you, drug deal goin' on 'round the docks jason: *raises brow* yeah? well, i ain't hood . . . but i'll take that info to him if ya want. he patrols near my apartment passerby: you keep tellin' yourself that, dude

batman: have you seen the criminal Red Hood? crime alley resident: *lighting a cigarette, making continual eye contact with batman* I'm blind. haven't seen anyone batman: *examines the woman* obviously not. you can see me just fine crime alley resident: ya ain't ever heard of selective vision impairment? it's totally a thing batman:

little girl: hey, hood. th' cops were lookin' fer ya jason: hmm. what did ya tell 'em? little girl: t' stick it where th' sun don't shine jason: *high-fives her* i'm going to buy you an entire toy store, kid