Took A While, I Finally Remembered What Happened, But It's Very Hazy.

we're a questioning system. but pretty much yeah, we have like mild aphantasia and we don't have a headspace since we very much cannot see it

We've also done research on this as well, and there have been multiple (confirmed) systems who say that they don't have a headspace due to having aphantasia as well

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Hi, I have a question about systems! If you or an alter has aphantasia, where you can't picture things in your mind, can you still see your headspace?

Thats actually a good question!! We wouldn't really know since none of us have aphantasia ^^"

hi other systems anyone with have experience with this?

https://pronouns.cc/@grrarrgg

We're endo neu.

Radqueers, racists, transids, homo/transphobes, anti-therian/furry/alterhumans DNI.

Don't force us into syscourse. We don't want to hear it. Tips and resources are welcomed.

This is OUR blog. So we're going to somewhat use this to log symptoms while also doing other shit so this blog will be random.

Sometimes I refer to myself as we/us

Symptoms we have: here

intro being reworked

so uh, haha... like always... MORE system questions...

holy shit i have terrible memory. also hello, im the 'alter' in this 'system' who thinks I'm faking this.

Atp might as well just call the people in my head imaginary friends. I hate them for being there and would like them to leave. This whole thing causes me so much distress it's actually insane.

So here are some questions I have as a 'questioning system'

Why am I the only one that can still remember how other alters felt during a memory (IF i can recall it)? But it feels like when someone is telling you something and you share their emotion on it (empathy/sympathy i think)

I have terrible memory, I can hardly remember the day unless I think hard on it. Could this be from staying up too late? Usually I go to sleep around 1 am and wake up around 8-9 am, recently ive been waking up at 7 (for an unknown reason)

Is it normal for headmates not to talk to you/or whoever is fronting unless you interact with them first?

Is it normal for switches to be so often? (usually we have 1-2 switches daily now) but it feels like personality+gender/sexuality change only... like the switch is so unnoticeable we don't even realize there was a switch.

Also, does anyone have any resources we can use to research this further? I really hate having to ask people abt this esp since it takes forever to actually get an answer.

i pick Habit to be the alter to get us a driver's license 🙌

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The one take wonder

heading down this whole thing, except one more year until we're legally an adult

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reclusive child with elaborate imagination and maladaptive daydreaming to plural teenager who doesn’t identify with thier own body anymore pipeline is unfortunatelg real

JASON (💥) COME BACK... ive noticed lots of things i need you to deny!! /lh lick lick 👅

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to our 2 followers, any ideas for our system's name?

I haven't really been thinking about it since it's pretty unimportant but me and cass have been wanting one

it feels like someone is trying to talk over me (Cass). SOMEONE HERE IS BEING HOMOPHOBIC (/j)

i was making my simply plural and added the lesbian flag, someone in the back said "bisexual"

soooo... now idk what to add... am i lesbian, or bisexual?

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Whoever is praying for my downfall has got to stop because shit is working

every single time i go into the headspace Habit is on his goddamn phone. idek what he does on it

-Jason (NOT MIKE)