REAL... but i feel so scared to use tupperbox/pluralkit cause i dont wanna be fakeclaimed
Is it a headmate? Is it a fragment? Is it a facet? Is it a persona? Am I subconsciously masking? Am I subconsciously/involuntarily otherlinking/copinglinking? Is it a kinshift? Is it a ’flicker? Is it age regression? Is it a mood? Is it impulsivity? Is it an intrusive thought that I’m reacting to? Is it genderfluidity? Is it pronoun/namefluidity?
Who knows! Who cares! I don’t need to stress about this, it doesn’t matter! It’s a mode that the “I” is in, the way I feel in that moment! And I will make a pluralkit/tupperbox for it so I can express myself and decide the rest later! Or never! These labels are a construct! Personhood itself is a construct! I don’t need to box myselves! I can just live!
we're a questioning system. but pretty much yeah, we have like mild aphantasia and we don't have a headspace since we very much cannot see it
We've also done research on this as well, and there have been multiple (confirmed) systems who say that they don't have a headspace due to having aphantasia as well
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Hi, I have a question about systems! If you or an alter has aphantasia, where you can't picture things in your mind, can you still see your headspace?
Thats actually a good question!! We wouldn't really know since none of us have aphantasia ^^"
hi other systems anyone with have experience with this?
Jason should have come back to the manor post-lazarus pit and revealed himself as Jason Todd but not told the rest of the family that he’s also Red Hood. can you imagine how fucking funny that would be.
Nightwing: honestly! my family is fucking INSANE! i swear the only good one is my little brother, he died and came back and decided to ditch the vigilante life.
Red Hood: oh shit really?
Nightwing: honestly probably the smartest one out of all of us, he’s reading in bed while we’re all out here on stakeouts!
Red Hood: interesting. tell me more about how this brother is the best of all of you.
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Red Hood: so what are you guys getting the smart handsome not-vigilante brother for Christmas?
Nightwing, Red Robin, and Robin:
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Batman: now i need all of you to have an equal share in the clean up-
Red Hood: yeah sorry, you aren’t MY dad, so i’m gonna dip. have fun cleaning!
the funniest part is when Dick and Tim decide that since Red Hood and Jason are so similar and Red Hood CLEARLY seems to like what he hears about Jason, that they should try to set the two up.
Jason, calling Roy at 4am: i need you in Gotham within the next hour so you can dress up as Red Hood and we can pretend that I’m sleeping with myself.
Roy:
Roy: i’m gonna get caught sneaking out of your bedroom with lipstick on your helmet
Jason: this is gonna be the funniest thing we’ve ever done.
every single time i go into the headspace Habit is on his goddamn phone. idek what he does on it
-Jason (NOT MIKE)
it feels like im two people at once, i keep saying things that I wouldn't say + thoughts feel like thoughts I wouldn't think. GOING INSANE
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does anyone feel like they're still in control while switching alters? PLUS it's like you're slowly turning into another alter rather than like being pushed put of your body-switch?
Like the only noticeable difference that we have is, emotional amnesia (so we feel like different people) + personality and likes/dislikes change
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comic
honestly, habit... he's well, Habit from EMH... but deep down... he's yknow... 🥺🥺🥺 (i think he'll gut me later /J)
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Headmate who insists they’re very evil and fucked up, despite being kind and caring
reigen would dislike this meme, close his laptop and think about it for the rest of the month feeling angry
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lil vent
we're so scared of being fake, fakeclaiming ourselves on a daily basis. what if we're actually not a system? we switch way too often and get blurry+blended even more. Sharing memories, and not having drastic switches is making us go crazy. We have hardly any barriers between each other so it gets really hard to differentiate each other plus we have terrible memory, so it could just be that we genuinely don't remember something rather than have emotional amnesia
we can't even really remember our trauma completely either
as a transmasc Jason... yep.
Random goon: Hey boss, were you the one to pick that name as an alias? And why this one?
Red Hood : I used to have another name, before... A long time ago. But that person is dead now. I get to choose for myself now, they can't take that from me. I won't let them.
Goon: Huh.
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Random Goon: Say boss, why do you never take off your shirt in front of us?
Red Hood: Well uh, I actually have that really fucked scar on my chest and I'm not comfortable with...
Random Goon: Don't worry boss, we get it, you don't have to explain yourself to us.
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Red Hood, high on some toxin: God, I wish my family...
Random Goon (on boss-sitting duty): why not try reaching out to them?
Red Hood: They would never accept me as I am now... They wouldn't agree with my so-called "life choices". Besides, they don't miss me, they miss the person they think I used to be... I wasn't even a man when I last saw them.
Random Goon: Damn boss, that sucks.
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And then the goons throw the Red Hood a party on trans visibility day and Jason is so confused he straight up cries.