Tw Self Destruction - Blog Posts
knowing I can’t cvt cuz I’m going to my dads house and he’ll get mad if I always wear bracelets ( not bec he’s worried for me because he’s a narcissist and wants 100% control over me)
I'm sure we can still fix it with with some duct tape-
Billtober day 17 - destroying his dimension
A lil comic idea I had. Just for the tension and drama-
Another entry for this challenge by @dailybill-cipher
The planet drawing is a 4K space wallpaper I found online
I think I wanna get better but what if I'm no one under all the mental illness?
If I ever kill myself just know I tried my fucking best and please forgive me
stuck between trying my hardest to get better knowing i only fail it or letting myself get worse bc god the urge to end it and disappear is high as hell lately
the need to die is very high rn
so tired i’m considering recovery 😭
cant take this any longer
People with anor!!x!@ can you tell me how did it start? And how much weight do I need to lose?
(Height: 160. Weight: 43 kg)
"Dad issues"
"Mommy issues"
Nah-uh, I'm the issue
I wanna comm!t su!c!de on my birthday. I'll be free. I'll get rid of the pain. And when I do it, everyone will be happy.
I'm sorry mom for being a bad daughter. I'm sorry for the bad grades, but now... You don't need to worry about them<3
19.03.2024.
Never expected to stay clean(?) for 14 days... Well, how to say clean.... If I can't cut, I'll beat, bite, and burn myself, just because it gives me more pleasure. And I bit myself so hard that there are bruises left after that
How many degrees do I need to make a first degree burn? Just trying new methods of sh!
Can someone give me another methods of self-harm which isn't visible? Cuz soon in our school will be a medical checkup and I don't wanna end up in psych ward!
I'm already looking forward to cut myself and just the thought of cutting makes me all flustered!!
I'm f#cked up.
I'm tired, I'm tired of everything. All my hobbies became a daily routine, and I don't feel anything towards them. My friends started to avoid me after my vents, and I completely understand this. I'm tired of school, and I haven't got any straight to just get up or change clothes after school. All I think about is s3lf-h@rm and how much I want to commit su!c!de. I feel like my life is trying to force me to do it. I feel like it'll happen. And I know that I will commit su!c!de.
I tried to k!ll myself by cvtting my veins, but the saddest thing is that the knife didn't reach them.
TW/CW: SU!C!DE
Can't describe how much I want to commit su!c!de. Just the thought of my body laying in the snow, which soaked with my bl00d, while my phone recording me and thousands of people could see how I struggled makes my desire only bigger. Looks like I'll end up jumping off the roof... Anyways who cares...
TW: CW: SU!C!DE PLAN.
Okay, okay... I think I've suffered enough, so... This is how I wanna end my life.
Firstly, I've decided that I wanna jump off the roof, because this seems the best way to do it. I already found a high-rise building, so I just need to come in, and when I wait for people to open the door for me, I'll start a livestream. Before I jump, I'll cvt myself, and I'll cvt so much that I'll be a piece of meat. After that I'll jump off the roof, hoping that someone will remember me. I'll also wear my favorite clothes, because if die I'd prefer to die only in it.
I'm relate this post so much, but the saddest fact is that I can't cut myself very deep, even though I want it. I wanna see at least derma, not this little cuts that heals in a week.
The euphoric feeling i get when the blood is dripping from my cvts can't compare to anything else in this world