Can't describe how much I want to commit su!c!de. Just the thought of my body laying in the snow, which soaked with my bl00d, while my phone recording me and thousands of people could see how I struggled makes my desire only bigger. Looks like I'll end up jumping off the roof... Anyways who cares...
Hear me out.
WAR IS OVER
I wish I was hated in all my social media, so I could cut myself, not thinking about that someone is caring for me.
The guilt after getting ill is consuming me away. I wish, I was able to change or heal.
game artyom: single-handedly can take out whole reds and reich battalions and has visited the surface more than once and survived to tell the tale. master at stealth and in weapon handling
book artyom: escaped hanza bc got covered in human feces
I talked with my parents about that I wanna die, but they started to judge me. Today I understood that nobody needs me, and I'm not need to stay here in this world. I want to commit suicide, and I will commit suicide, maybe on my funerals they will understand that I wasn't okay?:)
If I'm nonbinary (AFAB) and I like a man, does this makes me hetero??? Just imagine, a hetero nonbinary... Sounds strange, but I'm still interested in it! Or if I'm trans man, and I'll like a woman, does this makes me hetero??
the man in stripes and glasses, marketland, one weird tip, angry people are kinda underrated. Like... I always see people talking about touch-tone telephone, cabinet man, amnesia was her name etc. not like it isn't deserved, like these songs are amazing (cmon, I listen to spirit phone everyday on repeat) but daaaaamn... I've never seen people talking about the man in stripes and glasses, marketland etc...
I want to kill myself because of being disabled. I'm a fucking mess right now. I feel grief, frustration and hopelessness. I wish I could cut myself again.
People who have any physical issues, I've created a discord server for you all! Hope that you'll have fun!
https://discord.com/invite/MgU9nvnK
A prophet of worm worshippers. (Definitely not a guy with athetosis!!)
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