Can Someone Give Me Another Methods Of Self-harm Which Isn't Visible? Cuz Soon In Our School Will Be

OKAY, THIS IS REALLY IMPORTANT. A question about one of my OCs. They should be trans, cuz I want so, plus this will be reasonable in the story I write. THOUGH. Should I make them transfem or transmasc? And how to write about their identity?

Years will pass and I will never understand, why, just why, there's only 2 sides when it comes to my illness? Some of you immediately start to pity and pamper me, treat me as if I barely understand something, while the other consists of people who are almost the same as the 1st type, but these are trying to do it differently, trying to look caring and understandable, but in the end they are almost the same. And also, since when the phrase "I'm not letting my illness stop me." Became something ablestic? No, I don't want to treat myself as a snowflake. I don't want to do something less, because YOU think that I'll have a flare up. Flare ups are only MY and MINE DEAL, NOT YOURS. I don't want to sit and whine about how fragile my body is. This only makes me look WEAK. Since when I need to work less, just because I'm ill? Maybe I WANT to work?? Maybe I CAN work?? Maybe, it is YOU the one who sees only code in my med card?!

I've never thought that I'd listen to the lemon demon, I used to think that it was some boring and lame music with aggressive fans, but right now.... I CAN'T STOP LISTENING TO TOUCH-TONE TELEPHONE AND KNIFE FIGHT, HELL, I LEARNT THE WHOLE TTT LYRICS IN 2 DAYS, AND I'M LITERALLY WAKING UP TO IT EVERY DAY (Ig my neighbours already hate hearing "I TRY TO CALL YOU EVERYDAY, I'M REHEARSING WHAT TO SAY" every morning) BUT DAAAMN, I DIDN'T EXPECT FOR LEMON DEMON TO BE THIS GOOD

I wanna comm!t su!c!de on my birthday. I'll be free. I'll get rid of the pain. And when I do it, everyone will be happy.

I'm sorry mom for being a bad daughter. I'm sorry for the bad grades, but now... You don't need to worry about them<3

19.03.2024.

you're a fucking poser

You only proved my opinion on Mizuki fans. There's definitely something to think about, if the same Mizuki transfem believer starts to hate on her, and her fans just cuz of these gender debates. Is it really that important? Do you really care about what she has in her pants instead of her character?

I don't understand why some people think that I need partner, fiancé and etc. Why just they don't get the fact that I don't need relationship, if I ever will wanna live with someone, I'd choose live with friends, but I guess that it's better to live alone in your own house.

Also the same story with pronouns, why when I use she/her everything's okay, but when I start to use they/them I just "trying to seek attention", or when people mispronounce you, and it's was done on purpose. Do they really think that my personality will change because of pronouns?

Yippee! Finally day off !

Sometimes, I think that it'd be better, if I'd be a man. I could look like I want, I wouldn't have boobs, and periods, and people would see in me personality, not just boobs and vagina. I hate fact of being girl. I hate fact of that people will refer to me as she/her even when I told them to refer me as they/them/it/its.

"But my ribs are hurting too, so help me!!" No, you're saying that just to force me to do something you don't, while I just want to curl up in my bed with this stinging pain in my ribs.

I wanna die