People With Anor!!x!@ Can You Tell Me How Did It Start? And How Much Weight Do I Need To Lose?
People with anor!!x!@ can you tell me how did it start? And how much weight do I need to lose?
(Height: 160. Weight: 43 kg)
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I'm f#cked up.
I'm tired, I'm tired of everything. All my hobbies became a daily routine, and I don't feel anything towards them. My friends started to avoid me after my vents, and I completely understand this. I'm tired of school, and I haven't got any straight to just get up or change clothes after school. All I think about is s3lf-h@rm and how much I want to commit su!c!de. I feel like my life is trying to force me to do it. I feel like it'll happen. And I know that I will commit su!c!de.
And yet again nobody cares about my hobbies or how I feel. I'm just an ICD code. Right. Just forgot.
I wish, when I commit suicide someone will write song about me, or become an example why you should give attention to your kid. Even few tribute groups will be enough.
I have Facebook acc, so maybe, one day I'll start livestream where I'll kms... But for now we'll just wait.
To be honest, after years of searching, trying to find my diagnosis, I just... Stopped caring about this. I even started to like this thing, I know, it harms me, but do I want to treat it? No. It's a part of me, that I like.
When the pain hits THAT hard that you need to work while laying down
WHY CAN'T I FUCKING CUT MYSELF?? WHY CAN'T I SLICE MY SKIN AGAIN LIKE I USED TO?! I'M GETTING FUCKING TIRED OF THESE DISABILITIES, SEIZURES AND OTHER SHIT. I JUST WANNA BE HEALTHY OR ALLOWED TO MUTILATE MY BODY. I WANT TO HAVE THE CONTROL I LOST.
I'm alive. But a part of me, doesn't want to be
TW/CW: SU!C!DE
Can't describe how much I want to commit su!c!de. Just the thought of my body laying in the snow, which soaked with my bl00d, while my phone recording me and thousands of people could see how I struggled makes my desire only bigger. Looks like I'll end up jumping off the roof... Anyways who cares...
High blood pressure sucks, especially when you're 13 years old ☠️☠️☠️
Changing an icon/the whole profile/phone decor feels like making a new self
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A prophet of worm worshippers. (Definitely not a guy with athetosis!!)
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