ot5txtstan

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People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

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i dont trust myself rn. i will kms if i’m left alone with my thoughts any longer dude

i’m so tired of being me everything about it rucking sucks from hesd to toe i would be better if i was someone else literally anyone else why am i so fuckinf horrible i cant look at this anhomlre

stuck between trying my hardest to get better knowing i only fail it or letting myself get worse bc god the urge to end it and disappear is high as hell lately

*showing visible symptoms* oh my god i need help desperately

*symptoms go away for one day* what if im just faking it

Undiagnosed audhd culture is never having meltdowns and only ever having shutdowns when youre alone in your room and wondering why youre so useless and incapable of functioning normally

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reminder that it only takes 21 days to make or break a habit!

in 3 weeks you can be a new person or stay the same forever.

When you reach the point where your planning your suicide but still no one even noticed you were struggling in the first place <<

roblox games for littles ♡

♡ sensory world - a game full of sensory toys to play with as well as arcade games, a decent alternative to angels sensory room (who's owner has a history of banning age regressors from their game)

♡ jovial playground/peppers playhouse (if you don't mind creepy visuals/derealization!)

♡ rainy day - an aesthetically pleasing nature hangout game

♡ backpacking - a chill camping game

♡ bloxy bingo - a fun bingo game

♡ farmstead - a slow paced farming simulator

♡ sandbox - a pixelated single player sandbox game

♡ astro renaissance - a royale high-like dressup game

♡ marble mania - a fun marble-run game

♡ my hello kitty cafe - a sanrio themed cafe tycoon

♡ color book - a giant coloring book where you color entire maps

♡ jigsaw puzzles - a laid back single player puzzle game

♡ advanced claw machine - a realistic claw machine game

♡ in the hills - a cute picnic simulator

always remember to keep yourself safe, roblox is NOT a very safe game when it comes to the community! be careful when wearing regression fits (i.e fits with pacis, bottles, etc) in certain games as you can be harassed for wearing them, i have many times!! dont forget to have fun :]

free online computer games for agere !! 🚀

🐧 new club penguin

a recreation of club penguin with monthly updates and fun parties!

to access:

go to newcp.net

click “play now” in the upper right

you can play in the browser or download the game and play that way!

💫 moshi monsters rewritten

a recreation of moshi monsters that releases new moshlings often!

to access:

go to moshirewritten.com

click the purple "download" button at the top

download then launch the game!

🕹️ numuki

a collection of over 3000 browser games, including all of the papa's games and other old flash games!

to access:

go to numuki.com

you can either start playing right away, or you can download their browser for a better experience

to download, click any game, then click "play now", and click "play in numuki browser" under the game window

🐛 abcya

a bunch of fun online games for ages from pre-k to 6th grade! perfect for all regressors 🫶

to access:

go to abcya.com

click the grade that aligns with your little age! to help, that means:

pre-k: age 1-4 k: age 5 1st: age 6 2nd: age 7 3rd: age 8 4th: age 9 5th: age 10 6th: age 11+

choose the game you want to play!

🌳 pbs kids

a collection of modern, kid-friendly games with fun themes like halloween, space, and music!

to access:

go to pbskids.org/games

click the game you want to play or choose one of the categories!

you can toggle music, speech, captions, and full screen with the buttons on the right

🎮 coolmathgames

a collection of both old and new flash + html games! there are many old favorites as well as new games added almost daily

to access:

go to coolmathgames.com

you can view new games, trending games, or sort by category! i recommend the “skill” category 🩵

there are also tons of kid friendly quizzes to do! many quizzes are themed around animals, food, nature and more

Here’s a list of miscellaneous children’s shows with links to full episodes for whenever you wish to watch them!

𐐪𐑂 Strawberry Shortcake (2003)

𐐪𐑂 Bluey

𐐪𐑂 My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic

𐐪𐑂 Batman: The Animated Series

𐐪𐑂 My Friend Rabbit

𐐪𐑂 Care Bears (1985)

𐐪𐑂 Care Bears: Unlock the Magic

𐐪𐑂 Rupert

𐐪𐑂 Spot the Dog

𐐪𐑂 The Paz Show

𐐪𐑂 Maggie and the Ferocious Beast

𐐪𐑂 Miss Spider’s Sunny Patch Friends

𐐪𐑂 Little Bear

𐐪𐑂 Rolie Polie Olie

𐐪𐑂 Babar

𐐪𐑂 64 Zoo Lane

𐐪𐑂 The Upside Down Show

𐐪𐑂 Rubberdubbers

𐐪𐑂 Monster High (G1)

𐐪𐑂 Monster High (G3)

𐐪𐑂 Ruby Gloom

𐐪𐑂 Super Mario Brothers Super Show

𐐪𐑂 Growing Up Creepie

𐐪𐑂 Tutenstein

𐐪𐑂 The Magic School Bus

𐐪𐑂 Angelina Ballerina

𐐪𐑂 Moomin (1990)

𐐪𐑂 Whisker Haven: Tales with the Palace Pets

𐐪𐑂 Enchantimals: Tales from Everwilde

𐐪𐑂 Catch! Teenieping

𐐪𐑂 Onegai! My Melody

𐐪𐑂 Little Twin Stars

𐐪𐑂 Sugarbunnies

𐐪𐑂 Calico Critters

m3alsp0 thread °ᡣ𐭩 . ° .

when you are very bad for years, people no longer worry.

you become invisible, a ghost.

I can leave now, everyone has forgotten me.

kinda wanna prove everyone wrong and get my life together but also kinda wanna kill myself ://

things to do instead of eating!! 🖤

- pluck your eyebrows if they‘re slightly overgrown

- practice an instrument if u play one

- decorate your room / rearrange it

- read a book (preferably outside)

- go on walks

- call with some friends

- go on tumblr ( obvious lol )

- search for some healthy recipes

- bake something for friends / relatives

- try a new hobby ( i absolutely love crocheting )

- make some handmade gifts ( perfect for christmas )

- try out a new makeup style

- put some cute outfits together u wanna wear if you reach your gw

- browse through online shops

- listen to new music

these are some things i do! let me know if you have more ideas <3

not being able to kill myself is the worst feeling

atp i don’t care if the attempt fails and i just end up throwing up the meds i just need a break

I don't want to go tomorrowwwww

when you feel so alone it becomes physically painful

the need to die is very high rn

sorry, i might disappear from time to time but so does my will to live

“It’s okay to not be okay”

Unless it impacts your work performance…

Or your grades

Or how you act

Or if it causes you to say no

Or if you’re harder to be around

Or if you need time alone

Or if you talk about it

Or show symptoms

“It’s okay to not be okay”

Unless you have trauma

Unless you have one of those “scary” mental illnesses

Unless it inconveniences me

Unless you’re undiagnosed

Unless you cry or scream or make a scene

Unless you don’t keep that shit to yourself

Unless you make me uncomfortable

Unless I can’t infantilize or fetishize you

Unless you have hallucinations

Unless you have psychosis

Unless you get angry

Unless I think you’re cringe

Unless you can’t preform hygiene tasks

Unless you’re disabled, or trans, or gay, or not white, or fat, or AFAB, or intersex, or a man… so I guess anyone

“It’s okay to not be okay”

As long as nobody ever finds out.

Our society has a severe issue with performative activism, and mental health is a huge example of this. Every time someone considers reaching out, they run through this list mentally. This is why true activists and resources need to be loudly supportive of all the things on this list. Take the subtext out of your support.

Jet Black Wings/Shun Kaidou Stimboard

choi san pink stimboard !!