I Need To ⭐️rve - Blog Posts
im moving in my first apartment in 2 weeks, tell me why im mostly excited because i wont have enough money to buy groceries for a few months. a win is a win.
opening tumblr in public is a death sentence
fruits mealspo 🏹
i cant be happy if ana isnt happy
i ate too much today i feel so disgusting
dont EVER tell me how indulging in my ed is bad for me. im the happiest when im in control.
any tips on how to do a successful fast?! unfortunately i cant go for longer than 8 hours. i usually use my concerta to help me fast but when the effects go down i get so hungry its insane.
bumped my shoulder in the shower like i always do and for the first time it hurt really bad. i didn’t keep tracks of my weightloss but i can tell i lost a lot of weight. i knew it was only a matter of time until i can feel my bones and this is ONLY the beginning of my journey. whatever, that shoulder pain is lowkey satisfying cus it means it’s working. im doing so good im so proud of myself
woke up this morning loving how skinny my waist feels
🪼Blog Intro🌴
TW- mention of 3d and $h
Hey guys! My name is Laylani. I live in America and I am in school. This is my 3d blog and I might mention $h a bit too. The 3d I have is 4n4 and it’s really hard to deal with tbh. My aesthetic is coconut or beach girl. I will update my stats on this post frequently.
Height (might change)- 5,2.5
SW- 112 p0unds
CW- 112 p0unds
Gotta go back to school f4t and without makeup cuz of my stye so i have to go looking chopped af like pick a struggle😒😒
Hi loveliez !
It's time for the little recap' of the day ! Today I 4t3 less than 200 c4l$ !! I feel proud of me to be honnest, lol. I drank 1.5 L of water today ! That was a good day with a sunny weather. 🥰
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Hey loveliez !
It's time for the little recap' of the day ! I don't think I'm gonna do this recap' everyday because sometimes I just need like to switch off my phone anyway.
Today I 4t3 ~ 300 c4l$ ( I think I 4t3 less but I'm not absolutly sure ) and I walk all the afternoon with someone I really like. I had to pretend that everything is fine and this person doesn't see anything about my health and stuff like this. I think I want that he realize it so bad.. I want some approuvement sometimes.. I don't drink a lot today because I was outside and I forgot my bottle but it's okay !
Don't forget that you are loved sweeties ! XoXo <3
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☆ •° Collar bones check !!
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1.5 L of water, done ! ✅
I'm gonna drink more.
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Hi loveliez ! <3
Little recap' of this morning : I exercised a bit and I 4t3 ~ 257 c4l$ at lunch ! I drinked a half of a water bottle for the moment and, I think, I'll walk this afternoon !
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I relapse in my 3d and no one knows. No one cares. Like the usual. It's always pretending in my life. It's always lying to everyone and everything in my daily life.
I have a huge secret and it's my relapse.
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It hurts when I'm sitting and laying down. I think that's good. 👍🏻
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Help. I'm suffering so much. I'm worried about my legs I think it'll broke up everytimes I walk. I have so much cramps too, like, why ?? I fainted two times yesterday.. 😭
My health is so fxck up and it be worser and worser. Maybe see a doctor soon btw. 💔
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My legs, my arms and every bones I have on my body :
My objectivs are to e4t less than 500 c4l$ per days. For the moment, I think I'm good ! To be honnest, I don't think I'll e4t like that much longer, my health is completly fxck up but I'll try btw !
Take care of yourself. You deserve it. <3
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I don't care about summer. I want my body goal everyday, every season and forever.
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I'm not satisfied about my thigh gap. Why does my legs doesn't wants to change more quickly ?? Like is it to hard for you ????
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I've lost so much weight but I don't see any results in the mirror. </3
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My net for tdy was around 1.2k cals SO PATHETIC I mean it’s way under maintenance but still,anyways I started my fast at 6 and plan to fast 20 hrs then my intake will be around 500-800 I’m also going on a 2 hr walk tmr SO LOCKING IN also gonna post daily wieiads to hold pig ahh acccountable
*Skinny Reasons-~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
1. Bikinis. Imagine soft sun on your skin, eyes following every move, admiration, envy, power.
2. Tans that mean something. Bronze skin only glows when there's a body worth showing.
3. Belly rings. Silver glint on flat skin. No rolls, no shame, just sparkle and softness.
4. High-waisted dreams. Shorts that don't dig in, crop tops that kiss your ribs, denim hanging loose like they were made just for you.
5. To be the skinny friend. The one they whisper about, the one they copy but can never become.
6. Control. Every skipped meal is proof you’re stronger than your urges.
7. Thigh gaps. Delicate space between your legs, the kind that only girls in magazines seem to have.
8. Boys looking twice. Not out of pity. Out of want.
9. Aesthetic everything. Oversized sweaters, low-rise jeans, silk skirts with nothing clinging.
10. Mirror peace. No more war with your reflection. Just soft pride in quiet bone lines.
11. Fragile beauty. The kind that looks effortless. Ethereal. Breakable. Wanted.
12. Revenge body. Every second of silence, of rejection, turned into something worth staring at.
13. Photos you don’t have to hide from. No more angles, no more edits.
14. To feel light. Physically, emotionally. To float in rooms instead of shrinking in corners.
Im gaining self control, I'm losing weight. Im gaining self control, I'm losing weight. Im gaining self control, I'm losing weight. Im gaining self control, I'm losing weight. Im gaining self control, I'm losing weight. Im gaining self control, I'm losing weight. Im gaining self control, I'm losing weight. Im gaining self control, I'm losing weight. Im gaining self control, I'm losing weight. Im gaining self control, I'm losing weight. Im gaining self control, I'm losing weight. Im gaining self control, I'm losing weight. Im gaining self control, I'm losing weight. Im gaining self control, I'm losing weight. Im gaining self control, I'm losing weight. Im gaining self control, I'm losing weight.
Goals🩷🪽
I don’t only crave thinness
I crave the stares
I crave the worrying
I crave the envy
I crave the feeling
I crave the power
I crave the whispers and thoughts about how much I’ve changed
I crave the sculpted and hollow face
I crave the thigh gap
I crave the flat and tiny waist
I crave the light and dainty feeling
I crave perfection
And thin is the closest I’ll get!