E4t1ng D1s0rd3r - Blog Posts
Omad after 48 hr fast
Half of a skinny bagel - 55
Cottage cheese - 30-45
Total - 92 cals
Been wanting these for forever finally decided to have one after a fast
Sorry that the photo is so dark ๐ญ
Wieiad
Finially can sorta do this after sm f@sts ๐
Also tw calorie counting and restricting!!
Small orange - 45 - 50 cals
Red bull pink edition - 10 cals
(I love the pink ones sm and it matches my nic lmaoo)
Fiber one brownie and almond milk (1/3 cup) - 80
Protein shake - 160 (BOMB BTW)
Omg I dipped the fiber one brownie in the almond milk bc lowky they be dry af and UFKHKFGH SO GOOD and super low cal treat definitely recommend if anyone wants too try
Also rant but I got my sister on the brownies lmao she absolutely loves them and she's helping me convince my dad to get more >:D
This was saved as a draft from Friday ended up overeating too 1,100 after sm0k!ng with freinds๐๐
How my week is going so far :D
Block dont report please!
Saturday and Sunday I had been with my grandma wasn't gunna ruin our time together when we were out getting food alr pre planned before and had fasted/heavily restricted
Btw don't compare yourself you're 3d is valid no matter what <3
Another 3D rant bc I can't stfu
I hate hate hate toxic motivation like it does absolutely nothing for me but make me wanna do the complete opposite ๐๐ also the fatsp0 shit also just weirds me out those are real ppl and honestely even with my 3at!ng d!sorder I still think bigger people are pretty but I've always just wanted to be thinner and that's what I'm gunna strive for I'm not gunna bring other ppl into this
Photo dump / Fit check
Sorta body checky so dunno
Hung out with friends today literally was sm fun and ended up getting a bunch of compliments on the fit so wanted to show it off here >:D
Omgg have been f@st!ng for over 48 hrs so far and got my steps in both days :>> (10k min) so proud of myselfff
Tw - B0dy ch3ck
Horrible quality photo but whateverrr
I feel like an alien when i go back on 3dtumblr and 3dtwt
Literally a failure. Ive been 34ting like total garbage these past few weeks and i gotta pay by going to my sisters wedding F4T๐ต๐ต gotta lock in
I NEED to be locked in a room i cant stop b1ng1ng HELP
Does anyone elseโs memory suddenly improve when they have to recall what they last @te
How do some of u guys forget to 34t cuz im thinking of f00d 24/7
Gotta go back to school f4t and without makeup cuz of my stye so i have to go looking chopped af like pick a struggle๐๐
wieiad - mid :/ (4/29/25)
(tw c4l0ries)
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ก : slept in
๐๐ข๐๐โ : ice berg lettuce and ground beef (went back for seconds with rice) + 2 tangerines
๐ ๐๐๐๐: dark chocolate almond clusters (bruh 1 serving is 210c and i 4te wayy more than the serving size๐ต + 1/3 cup frozen strawberries + 1 1/2 tbsp of semi sweet chocolate chips + a few bites of Oikos vanilla yogurt cup
๐ก๐๐ก๐๐ (rough estimate) : 1,019 | 37g protein
๐๐ฅ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ : 20mins cardio
UPDATE: binged more chocolate chips n other sh1t around the house so BAD day๐
wieiad - trying to break the b1ng3 cycle (4.28.25)
(tw c4l0ries)
๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ก : oatmeal n frozen strawberries w added protein powder + tangerine (ate a little over half of the oatmeal)
๐๐ข๐๐โ : chicken salad w sesame ginger dressing + another tangerine
๐๐๐๐๐๐ : vegetable soup w rice + 3pcs of dark chocolate almond toffee clusters (only had half of the soup)
๐ ๐๐๐๐: Oikos Vanilla Greek Yogurt (100g)
๐ก๐๐ก๐๐ : approx. 691c | protein: 49.8g
๐๐ฅ๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ : approx. 3k steps dunno how many c4ls burned
Keep pigging out..
And youโll look like a pig this summer.
Broke my fast at 75 hours and 52 minutes
I've lost 1.8kg/4lbs and I had a small meal to break my fast under 500 Cal's. And started another fast for consistency.
Convincing myself I'm not fasting so I don't binge. I don't feel hungry. Therefore I am not hungry. I won't ruin this.
Also took 2000 steps today
When you feel faint during a fast and you smile instead of panicking. ๐ญ
๐ง๐ฝโโ๏ธokay but like do I need a spark when being skinny will have me sparkling?
i might lose my spark but i'm thinner and that's all that matters
"Why are you starving yourself?"
God forbid I put myself first and try to better myself.๐
Accidentally fasting has to be the best things ever. Like I don't need food. It's obvious I eat because I'm bored not hungry. I need to do better.
Crying and wondering why my mom picks my toxic dad over me. ):
I've been at my sister's place unable to track any progress since she doesn't have a scale, I've been in a binge cycle to say I'm ashamed is an understatement. Knowing I gained back the little I lost. Why can't I just stay consistent for once.
Might see a psychiatrist today. The day someone finally tells me what's wrong with me. I should be happy...a diagnosis is validation that it's not all in my head.
But how can I be perfect if there's something wrong with me): if there's an imperfection. A flawi can't reverse.
"I wouldn't think someone...like you could have an eating disorder."
- My reasons all the way up to 13. ๐ฎโ๐จโ๐ฝ
Cravings are your haters praying you get fatter. Probe them wrong!!!
"why are you starving?"
God forbid I make my childhood dreams come true ๐
"please eat for me?"๐ฅบ
๐ซฉbruh just say you hate me and move on.