Anyone else see peoples intros and ugw and they're taller with a ugly smaller than you so you go do the math so you can be smaller or just me 😭
I love monsters oml, I need one 24/7 <333
I hate people who are blind to true beauty..
I'm not beautiful I'm fat, I'm disgusting
True beauty is being skinny, when people call you th1nsøp
I have a question, liquid fast, can those have calories or is it like 0cal liquids only Im so confused 😭😭😭
poles bent like candycanes, I have to be at school :((
Left my lunch and bag tho so yayayaya
Imma try to fast tell yall how it goes :3
Listening to headlock, the wind is crazy here, and I can't go to the gym to work off the stuff I ate today :(((
Currently 149 trying to drop to below 140. This should do the trick. Feel free to join <3
I NOT SCARED >:<
(Please tell me u got the reference PLEASSSSE)
No I'M harder
#cleanupaisleMYPANTS
st4rving is hard, but being f4t is harder.
Do u ever starve to the point u feel low-key high?
I try to manipulate myself too
Literally my life is beaches every single night messy buns and Christmas lights literally my life
the day i get to 115lbs im going to have the craziest shopping spree ever. if i could just never eat again.
legspo to kick off this fast
what would I be without di3t coke ?☀️
Im embarrassed to say that I didn’t fast today.👎
Spent the day with my mom since I didn’t go to school, and we ended up going out to eat. I ate just below my maintenance calories. This is not ideal, but I’m proud I didn’t go overboard or anything. It sucks to be so close to my maintenance though. But at least it helped with the massive headache.
My cheeks litteraly ruin my face, I need to be better at this
In a competition of who can e@t less with my step sister (in my brain) I’m winning thank god
My retainer keeps me sane tbh, fixing my teeth, not allowed to e@t when they’re in. Fr the loml
If I go blonde I need to be at least 40 lbs lighter
Sophie is my favorite th!nspø
Today my sister told me she wouldn’t mind if I ⭐️ved myself, (I haven’t eaten a full mean in weeks) and now I know I need to be doing more bc that must mean she doesn’t see a difference…
I feel like such a loser when I eat.
Is it weird that one of my main things I’m exited for when I hit my gw is looking prettier while I’m driving? Like I have a small car and I feel like a clown right now, but when I’m small and dainty I will fit and be perfect. Idk
I will hit my gw by my birthday I will hit my gw by my birthday I will hit my gw by my birthday
I have an event to go to in a little less than a month. F@sting every other day for the next 20 days just to be able to enjoy it 💋💋
It's true that you shouldn't stay in the "fuck it, whatever" mindset after a binge - food-wise, anyway. You most of the time can't make up for binges - physically, again. But you can stay out of the "my day is ruined and I'll wallow in self-pity for the rest of it" been there, done that.
But honestly? That's NEVER worth it. So why not make use of the energy - and not by working out or trying to make up for it, because that's not gonna happen and because it doesn't work, you'll feel even more it was a bad day. No, try to do homework, a creative project, sit down for video games or movies, whatever. Something to distract you and that makes you still think by the end of the day, that even if you binged, you had a great or productive time and so that you can end it on a good note.
I get that it's difficult, but chances are high that due to this disorder, you neglect other thing which were once important to you - so see that as a way to make up for that, even make up for the binge in a different way if you want, but make it feel like you still spent your time with something positive, that wasn't for nothing by the end of it.
My lunch :)
Total: 155
(2x corncakes - 50; 7g Pesto - 23; 84g cottage cheese - 77; 12g frozen berries - 6)
Basically leftovers lol. Tasted okay and at least I'm full now - and don't mind the bowl please. It's cringe but it has a pig face and so whenever I finished eating that's what's staring back at me as a reminder looool not funny Ik
I hope no one noticed how I literally bought six cans of sf monster and nothing else