I Need To ⭐️rve - Blog Posts
Watching black swan while starving,I feel so etheral like an angel
I ate 2,100 cals tdy,I’m honestly so pathetic,the biggest wannarexic out ther atp
To make up for it I’m going to try and fast for 3 days I’m so tired of messing up I could of been at my gw by now
Just burnt 1,018 cals I was planning to eat a small meal after but I don’t even have the desire to eat anymore cus why ruin my hard work I spent a whole 1 hour and 26 mins on the Elliptical
Meanspo?? for myself and others If wanted
You say you want it, but your actions prove otherwise I mean look at yourself, observe what you’ve done to get there you chose food over your dream you chose comfort over progress over confidence over perfect and for what the temporary gratification choose discomfort and thin will choose you, choose gratification and fat will choose you, now again do you want it?
Breh so I was supposed to lock in tdy but I only fasted 15 hrs cus my dad gave me food and stayed untill I took a bite 🙄 then I had some fruit pretty low cal but then my friend made me have some of her milkshake and fries I mean I didn’t binge but still ig I’ll fully lock in tmr
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Choose progress over comfort and you shall be rewarded
Thinspoo
Bro my dad told me my legs are getting fat..
Enough motivation to starve for the whole yr
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I’m 17 yrs old, I go by Tia
I’ve had Ana for about 4 yrs on and off
My last account had 400 followers:(
I went by th1nbbutterf1y,this is my fourth acct😣
Stats:
Height 5,4
Cw:127 lbs
Gw:108
Ugw:103
Hw:141
Lw:114😩🙃
I will be posting thinspo,daily logs,motivation,random thoughts ect.
Broke my fast at 75 hours and 52 minutes
I've lost 1.8kg/4lbs and I had a small meal to break my fast under 500 Cal's. And started another fast for consistency.
Convincing myself I'm not fasting so I don't binge. I don't feel hungry. Therefore I am not hungry. I won't ruin this.
Also took 2000 steps today
When you feel faint during a fast and you smile instead of panicking. 😭
🧍🏽♀️okay but like do I need a spark when being skinny will have me sparkling?
i might lose my spark but i'm thinner and that's all that matters
"Why are you starving yourself?"
God forbid I put myself first and try to better myself.🙄
Accidentally fasting has to be the best things ever. Like I don't need food. It's obvious I eat because I'm bored not hungry. I need to do better.
Crying and wondering why my mom picks my toxic dad over me. ):
I've been at my sister's place unable to track any progress since she doesn't have a scale, I've been in a binge cycle to say I'm ashamed is an understatement. Knowing I gained back the little I lost. Why can't I just stay consistent for once.
Might see a psychiatrist today. The day someone finally tells me what's wrong with me. I should be happy...a diagnosis is validation that it's not all in my head.
But how can I be perfect if there's something wrong with me): if there's an imperfection. A flawi can't reverse.
"I wouldn't think someone...like you could have an eating disorder."
- My reasons all the way up to 13. 😮💨✋🏽
Cravings are your haters praying you get fatter. Probe them wrong!!!
"why are you starving?"
God forbid I make my childhood dreams come true 🙄
"please eat for me?"🥺
bruh just say you hate me and move on.
I had a doctor's visit and I was late and had to run- just feeling my fat shake,the heavy breathing,the closed chest,every step had a weight to it. And that is when I realised I was basically a whale. The mere thought of knowing people were watching made it worse,they could see what I felt. I am utterly disgusting.i need to lock in.
Me- I'd do anything to be skinny
My brain- Anything but stop eating.
May the month of May bring us nothing but weight loss and clear skin. 🙏🏽
And in my state of panic suddenly I couldn't stop thinking of the numbers going down,only then did my mind calm down. At the sight of progress.
People- why are you starving??
🙏🏽god forbid a girl save money and food in this economy.
My skin finally clearing up mid starving.✨Slayyyy✨
Sorry for my absence my life has been crying over my ex and doctors visits. 😭 Why'd I get diagnosed with bipolar on a random Wednesday morning. Fuck this shit.