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going grocery shopping anyone have any suggestions?
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my lunch was some bastard child of sushi and onigiri with a delicious, perfect mandarin orange <3
the bastard children were 337 c@ls
rice (160), salmon (120), the srupid fuckjnf cheese (25), ground pepper (2) package of seaweed that i ate the rest of while making them (30)
a mandarin orange my precious (47)
total: 384 (337+47)
have a great timezone! ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
my lunch!
shrimp soup (150) and my last mango (135) rest in my stomach
total: 285
which i more than i usually like for one meal but todays a karate day and if i nearly faint again sensei might wonder why
if anyone's interested i can post the original recipe and then my modified version ^-^
edblr i have made a funny
plz laugh 🥺👉🏻👈🏻
my c@l c0unting app gave me this absolute gem today (*꒦ິ꒳꒦ີ)
thx bb i didnt know
midnight snack ⸜(｡˃ ᵕ ˂ )⸝♡
okay so my Project of the Month for january is learning a new kpop dance (or at least a section of it) each day and FUCK id forgotten how many calories dancing burns
cause im spending 1-3 hrs a day on this which is AT A MINIMUM 300-900 c@ls and usually closer to 500-1500 because the dances are usually really high energy
and its so fun?? like its hard but wayyyy more fun then running or anything involving burpees bc fuck burpees honestly
i return from the ether to happily report that i only gained 1kg over the hols which is better than i expected and i already lost most of it back!! :3
Day 2: Fav Th1n5pø
ugghh i have so many it depends on the vibe of day? like some days we feeling delicate little pink princess but then others i wanna be a grungy genderless skeleton? or like... idk the aesthetic... ⭐ving academia?
still this is probably fav of all time:
i made tree! you can leave a decoration w/ a message if u want
saw this on @h0neysugarfree 's blog <3
okie imma do this as like a countdown to Christmas yeth :3
Day 1 - Goals for the End of 2024:
To not gain during xmas/ny (or at least lose it right after)
could be harsher but i really really love christmas. literally almost all my positive memories from childhood are during christmas.
Christmas is Special and my stupid little brain don't get to ruin it :P
so first half of the week, sperm donor was at a Manager Work Thingy a few hours away and thus i was Acting Adult of the household and as such in charge of ensuring that both the dog and my little sibling slept, drank water and ate.
nowhere in my instructions were to ensure i slept or ate >:3
unfortunately this had the regrettable consequence of nearly fainting during sparring so... gonna need to be a tad more careful next time lol.
me, after crawling back to tumblr after idefk whats been going but rest assured it was not a productive or fun time.
hallo (◕ᴗ◕✿)
so, as one does, i was checking how much ive lost since i started properly tracking again. And, as fucked up little brainicles do, i was disappointed when it fell in the range of healthy weight loss for the time span (7.3kg in 2mo)
and then i realized that i was upset??? about being healthy???? and close to the upper limit of healthy?????
like wtf??????
idrc about whats healthy when it comes to weight loss (like im here lol) but ive never... actively not wanted to at least go about it in a more helathy way??
like im fucking religious abt taking my vitamins so i dont get scurvy or whatever. (after writing this the fact that my hard line for healthy eating is "having my flintstones gummies everyday" is... something)
anyways tldr is i had a "shit i am so far into my relapse ive reached new levels of fuckery" moment :/
so yknow how caffine is an appitite surpressant??
HOLY FUCK IS IT EVER???
2 energy drinks last night and i have have only the nice empty hungr¥ and no cr@vings all fucking day!!! literally all i have eaten is a bowl of shitty condensed tomato soup (love me my soup but the creamy stuff is way better)
BLOCK DON'T REPORT
minor
pro for me not for thee :P
non ed dni plz n thx <3
they/them
any/all
i like purple, stars, stuffies and butterflies
my special interest is languages
current hyperfixations are k-pop and star wars
peer-reviewed + self-diagnosed audhd O.O
open to asks and messages (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ
Update 10/01/2025!
made personal tags:
#bird boned butterflies - general me tag
#birdcooks4butterflies - anything f0od (WIEIADs, recipes, meals etc)
#birdsd!ets4butterflies - gonna start making d!ets
#birdtalks2butterflies - just talking into the void :3
#birdrants@butterflies - ranting into the void
#birdposts4butterflies - daily post challenges
Stats below ^-^
Height: 176cm / 5'9
SW: 100.8 kg / 222.2 lb
CW: 86.9 kg / 191.6 lb
Milestone 1: 90 kg / 198.4 lb ✔
Milestone 2: 80 kg / 176.4 lb ✖
Milestone 3: 75 kg / 165.3 lb ✖
Milestone 4: 67 kg / 147.7 lb ✖
Milestone 5: 60 kg / 132. 3 lb ✖
Milestone 6: 55 kg / 121.5 lb ✖
GW: 50 kg / 110.2 lb
Things to do Instead of eating!
• Go on a walk
• Read
• workout ( recommend Shirlyn Kim!)
• clean your room
• Take a Everything shower
• study
• go shopping or online shop
• Binge watch Movies
• talk someone
• Draw
• scroll on tik tok
• listen to music
• make a new playlist
• paint your nails
• write
• learn how to play an instrument
• hangout with some friends
• try a new makeup routine
• spend time with your pet
• sing
I’m so glad we only live once, cus I cannot do this shit again.
When the numbers on the scale goes down:
I’m almost 23 fucking hours into my fast, let’s gooo-
Someone asked me what I looked like before getting fat, so here’s a pic of me in my prime (at my lw which was 45kg)
Wielki hejt na typiare, które nie sprzedaje większości leków w aptece(w mojej miejscowości)
Dosłownie poszłam z MAMĄ już kurde mamusie wyciagnełam, by kupić hepaslimin, ledwo nam sprzedała cytując " no panią to nie potrzebne, takie zgrabne kobietki" typiaro wypierdalaj. Chuja cię obchodzi jakie jesteśmy. EH bruh tak samo z dulco, ledwo mamusie przekonałam na tą inwestycję a ta no za silny lęk blah blah blah.Jestem klientką wymagam płace dostaje, a tobie lafiryndo już guwno obchodzi czy się za bardzo obsram na kiblu po dulco.
Me when I lose all that stupid fat:
Właśnie znalazłam nową motywacje imagine, że po śmierci dostajesz ciało w sensie ducha i jest ono takie ulane jak za życia tylko, że już w tedy nie schudniesz. I tak wiem to wydaje się zjebane, ale mnie to np. motywuje xD
She's so hot, I am so lucky and I have to glow up seriously.
Any tips?for masc lesbian?
Being an only child with a bad relationship with your parents and food isn't for the weak.
God damn how much I hate myself. I want to kms but I can't do it. So I will just eat something more today anddd I will make a new piercing instead of cutting.
“why aren’t u eating anything” god forbid a girl has goals