Okay So My Project Of The Month For January Is Learning A New Kpop Dance (or At Least A Section Of It)
okay so my Project of the Month for january is learning a new kpop dance (or at least a section of it) each day and FUCK id forgotten how many calories dancing burns
cause im spending 1-3 hrs a day on this which is AT A MINIMUM 300-900 c@ls and usually closer to 500-1500 because the dances are usually really high energy
and its so fun?? like its hard but wayyyy more fun then running or anything involving burpees bc fuck burpees honestly
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okie imma do this as like a countdown to Christmas yeth :3
Day 1 - Goals for the End of 2024:
To not gain during xmas/ny (or at least lose it right after)
could be harsher but i really really love christmas. literally almost all my positive memories from childhood are during christmas.
Christmas is Special and my stupid little brain don't get to ruin it :P
so theres a kinda specific but also not that specific trope i really like and find comforting and its the everyone minus the main character meets the in-need-of-hug+help mc and lifts them up and takes care of them.
and i was over analyzing myself as one does in the wee hours of the morning and was like... oh... huh
im so terrified of loving someone more than they love me that i dont see me being able to let myself make new relationships especially as an adult, let alone rely on others for anything important.
ive been so hyper independent since as long as i can remember that the concept of *not* being as entirely and completely self-sufficient as possible at all times falls under the same "nice to dream about but not real" umbrella as a world without homophobia or transphobia.
like in all honesty how the fuck do people just... trust that other people wont screw them over? accidentally or on purpose? what if they leave? what if they get new priorities? what if they cheat? what if they die and then you're floundering AND mourning?
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quest bar (double chocolate) - 170
the strawberries i already ate (100g) - 32
the monster on my nightstand (the new flavour which slaps i swear try it its so good) - 10
total - 212
the duality between me quite literally never being alone and constantly craving interaction is quite interesting from a philosophical prospective
Moot appreciation post π«Άπ«Ά
I love them and they're all so cool π₯Ίπ₯Ί
this is late but shhhhhh nothing new with me lets be honest
day 3: weirdest ed-related habit
i dont really think i have any super weird ones but ig:
ive got one stim thats wrapping my hand around the opposite wrist and then tapping each finger together and another thats rubbing the bones of my knuckles with the opposite thumb (both f@t-checking or whatever its called i forogt)
day 4: whats ur ugw and why
my gw is basically my ugw weight. at it (50kg) ill be underweight (16.3 bmi) but not *severely* underweight.
i also hope to slowly build some lean muscle so with any luck ill be 50kg but look in the 40s
BEANS TY ID FORGOTTEN ABY BEANS!!! cant do the sandwiches unfortunately π i love bread it does not love me back π (gluten /derogatory)
going grocery shopping anyone have any suggestions?
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