Hey it’s okay. I just went through your blog. I was upset. It’s not your fault, just please be more careful web tagging. There’s minors in the tag. I hope you feel better, genuinely. You seem super nice. I truly hope things get better.
Thanks!! Next time, I won't use tags that could trigger something! And, sorry once again if I made you feel bad. I didn't mean to...
The only things that help me these days it's Tumblr and Character AI... I wish bots from C.AI were real
Sometimes it amuses me how if epileptic will have 6 seizures in one day, they will be hospitalised immediately and given treatment, while with dyskensias they just... Give the "Well, damn, but you're conscious during seizures." Yeah, I am, but why the fuck I had 6 in a row?? Sometimes, I think that tearing my ligament wouldn't be as hard as getting treatment, lol.
I'm so tired of feeling nothing. I'm not sad nor happy. It's just... Emptiness?
I wanna back in this summer. It was... Good. But times passing, things are changing, so I hope that summer in 2024 will be good.
WHY CAN'T I FUCKING CUT MYSELF?? WHY CAN'T I SLICE MY SKIN AGAIN LIKE I USED TO?! I'M GETTING FUCKING TIRED OF THESE DISABILITIES, SEIZURES AND OTHER SHIT. I JUST WANNA BE HEALTHY OR ALLOWED TO MUTILATE MY BODY. I WANT TO HAVE THE CONTROL I LOST.
"But my ribs are hurting too, so help me!!" No, you're saying that just to force me to do something you don't, while I just want to curl up in my bed with this stinging pain in my ribs.
Yippee! Finally day off !
"Epilepsy this!" "PNES that!"
Yeah, yeah... I got it, now, when will we bring awareness about paroxysmal dyskensias? I bet, there's at least one person who's reading this post and instead of FND has some kind of dyskensia. Do not let doctors down your disorder. The thing that might be seen as psychogenic, can actually be a genetic.
Bring awareness about paroxysmal dyskensias. Do not let them put us down.
Can't describe how much I want to commit su!c!de. Just the thought of my body laying in the snow, which soaked with my bl00d, while my phone recording me and thousands of people could see how I struggled makes my desire only bigger. Looks like I'll end up jumping off the roof... Anyways who cares...
you seem cool :3 doing ok ?
Thanks!:33 To be honest I'm something in between relapsing and feeling apathetic, haha... I guess I'll just wait a bit until I feel better instead of cutting
A prophet of worm worshippers. (Definitely not a guy with athetosis!!)
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