I'm so tired of feeling nothing. I'm not sad nor happy. It's just... Emptiness?
Fuck recovery. I wanna cut.
Okay, I got used to relapse after few days of school, but.... WHY THE F#CK I RELAPSED ON HOLIDAYS? I can't describe how much I wanna cut my arms in a bl!!dy mess, I can't describe how much I wanna make deep cuts, but... I'm still afraid of my self-h!!rm being discovered... Especially if it'll see my teachers, neurologist, parents, etc... I just don't get this feeling when I cut my legs:(. Also I'm self-h!!rm!ng about 7 months, lol
Hear me out.
I talked with my parents about that I wanna die, but they started to judge me. Today I understood that nobody needs me, and I'm not need to stay here in this world. I want to commit suicide, and I will commit suicide, maybe on my funerals they will understand that I wasn't okay?:)
Not all seizures are epileptic, and not all non-epileptic seizures are PNES. Hope this helps!
YABABAINA, BUT IT'S ALEX KISTER WITH MARK HEATHCLIFF AND JOEL HAYES!!
The only things that help me these days it's Tumblr and Character AI... I wish bots from C.AI were real
"Dad issues"
"Mommy issues"
Nah-uh, I'm the issue
I guess that when I'll back to home, I'll cut myself... looks like it became a habit, haha
Aaah, why is it so cold in Siberia? I know that it should be cold here, but not like that! I hate these moments when I'm getting too cold and because of that I'm starting to shake. And mostly people become concern about me... I hope that I won't shake today, ahaha!
A prophet of worm worshippers. (Definitely not a guy with athetosis!!)
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