Angry Cripple - Blog Posts
I feel like I should do an intro post so might as well do it now!
Hello!!!!
I am the host of a DID system! This intro will be focused around me as I will be the one who posts most often! I use I/me instead of Us/we 90% of the time ,although this is not because of anything specific other than preference.
Anywho, my name is Jasper! I am a MINOR!!!!!!! I am autistic and have ADHD as well as an unknown personality disorder (BPD?? AVPD??? Who knows but it's suspected I've got both). I am physically disabled and mentally delayed but please do not infantilize me as I am a teenager and can think and act for myself!
I am demiaroace and aceflux as well as a gaybian, lesboy, and turigirl! I am Novigender meaning my gender identity takes a very long time to explain and can be difficult or impossible to understand, although I will do my best! I am a woman, a man, nonbinary, agender, none, all, a mix, and each individually. I am everything and nothing and something between. I am not pangender or bigender or agender, I am each individually. But at the same time, I am all three. This makes all attraction I feel inherently queer. I use any pronouns besides they/hir/fae and I prefer a mix of a few (although that isn't necessary!!)
DNI: Endos and anything of the sort, creeps, nsft blogs, right wing fucks, bigots, homophobes, transphobes, disrespectful assholes
If you are anything that isn't on the DNI list, interact!! Any non-NSFT questions are welcome as long as they are respectful!!
If my doctors aren’t gonna take me seriously I’m going to make them
I went to a cardiologist, and he didn’t take me seriously at all. I got an off vibe from him. I asked the nurses, the receptionist, and my primary care doctor for a tilt table test. My cardiologist said no to getting me a TTT, all because I got better with water and salt intake (almost as if I have POTS???)
After bawling my eyes out m called a different cardiologist and hopefully they’ll actually listen to me. I just want a diagnosis so I can move on. I feel crazy.
My plan is to purposely decrease my salt and water intake so they take me seriously when I finally get a tilt table test. I’m ready to take drastic measures to be taken seriously
If you want to call yourself "madpunk", "cripplepunk", "neuropunk", etc, your activism better not stop at the things you find "bad". People with no empathy. People with personality disorders. People who need their aids in daily life. People who have extreme fluctuating emotions. People with paraphilias. People with dissociative disorders. Psychotic people. People who have different modes of eating, excreting, having sex, etc. Homeless people. People who wear diapers. People who have violent urges/thoughts. People who you think are "dangerous". People who use drugs. People who need medication to survive and live. People with physical deformities. People who have delusions. People who struggle with feeding themselves, cleaning, working, etc.
If you think any of these factors make someone "abusive", you are ableist. Abusers are abusive. None of the above things make someone an abuser.
Madpunk and cripplepunk aren't just "adhd and autism punk". Or "mobility aid user punk". Keep that in mind.
