Sometimes It Amuses Me How If Epileptic Will Have 6 Seizures In One Day, They Will Be Hospitalised Immediately

Sometimes it amuses me how if epileptic will have 6 seizures in one day, they will be hospitalised immediately and given treatment, while with dyskensias they just... Give the "Well, damn, but you're conscious during seizures." Yeah, I am, but why the fuck I had 6 in a row?? Sometimes, I think that tearing my ligament wouldn't be as hard as getting treatment, lol.

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chronic fatigue chronic illness chronic pain chronically ill disability disabled disabilties epilepsy physical disability disabilities epileptic epileptic problems pkd non epileptic seizures chronic health issues pnkd paroxysmal nonkinesogenetic dystonia paroxysmal dyskensia paroxysmal kinesogenetic dystonia dyskinesia

I'm f#cked up.

I'm tired, I'm tired of everything. All my hobbies became a daily routine, and I don't feel anything towards them. My friends started to avoid me after my vents, and I completely understand this. I'm tired of school, and I haven't got any straight to just get up or change clothes after school. All I think about is s3lf-h@rm and how much I want to commit su!c!de. I feel like my life is trying to force me to do it. I feel like it'll happen. And I know that I will commit su!c!de.

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depressing shit hate myself mental illness tw depressing thoughts im tired tw self h4rm self mutalition sorry for being depressing i hate my body sad thoughts tw depressing stuff tw self destruction i wanna kms mentally exhausted tw s3lf harm self h@rm depressiv suicde self h4te s3lfharmm suic1de self destruction self hatred su!cidal health issues self h@te s3lf harn su!c!de sucide

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andr3yvishn3vsky

1 year ago

I'm relate this post so much, but the saddest fact is that I can't cut myself very deep, even though I want it. I wanna see at least derma, not this little cuts that heals in a week.

The euphoric feeling i get when the blood is dripping from my cvts can't compare to anything else in this world

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tw vent tw self h4rm self mutalition i want to cry tw self destruction self h@rm cvtaddict baby cvts tw sh destructive behaviour self destruction i want to cvt

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andr3yvishn3vsky

1 year ago

Doing homework sounds like a complete hell... Why I always wanna kill myself when it comes to school? I have no ideas... At least I have social nets where I can vent out freely, cuz if I vented only to my friends, they'd leave me, I guess... At least doing homework when you aren't hyperactive better than doing it when you wanna chat and etc.

I guess, that I should leave there links on my other social media... Anyway, I should go now....

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tw depressing thoughts school homework sorry for being depressing tw depressing stuff

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andr3yvishn3vsky

1 year ago

Hey are you okay? Stay safe

No, I'm not. Literally thinking about suicide and cutting everyday. But I still have hope I guess... I mean, I have a neurological condition called chronic hyperkinetic syndrome, and this thing can appear due to some mental illnesses, and my case looks like that cuz I haven't got tumors, and I'll probably get help, to heal at least CHS. But firstly, I need to go to a neurologist again...

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andr3yvishn3vsky

1 year ago

HOLY HELL, FINALLY A MONTH WITHOUT SELF-HARM, DEPRESSIVE THOUGHTS, AND URGE TO SU!C!DE, INTERESTING, WILL I GET 2 MONTHS???

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