WHY CAN'T I FUCKING CUT MYSELF?? WHY CAN'T I SLICE MY SKIN AGAIN LIKE I USED TO?! I'M GETTING FUCKING TIRED OF THESE DISABILITIES, SEIZURES AND OTHER SHIT. I JUST WANNA BE HEALTHY OR ALLOWED TO MUTILATE MY BODY. I WANT TO HAVE THE CONTROL I LOST.
I wanna create a bot, but idk which one, send requests, Ig
Not all seizures are epileptic, and not all non-epileptic seizures are PNES. Hope this helps!
I wish, I could just die and don't suffer anymore, fuck my life
The guilt after getting ill is consuming me away. I wish, I was able to change or heal.
My birthday will be in 2 days, yet I still have suicidal thoughts, and desire to cut myself:/
Sometimes, I think that it'd be better, if I'd be a man. I could look like I want, I wouldn't have boobs, and periods, and people would see in me personality, not just boobs and vagina. I hate fact of being girl. I hate fact of that people will refer to me as she/her even when I told them to refer me as they/them/it/its.
Having a serious disease is just like:
"Oh, that's just an illness and I don't need to feel guilty because of it, because I can't control it"
And then:
"FUCK, HOW MUCH I HATE MYSELF, I CAN'T DO BASIC THINGS, I'M ALWAYS ISOLATED, MY DISEASE JUST BECAME A MEME, WHY DO I HAVE IT??? JUST WHY?? IS THAT I DESERVE??? WHY I SHOULD I LOVE MYSELF WHILE EVERY FUCKING SECOND I'M WASTING AWAY??!"
I have no ideas what to post, I'm sorry
I still don't get why so many people like Cesar. Like... Isn't he just a bland image? We literally know nothing about him, except the fact that he's friends with Mark and he's well... Somewhere. Literally, everything we saw is his alternate! Although people still like him and believe that he has a "canon" personality. Hell, even Thatcher is better than him! Even though, I'm not a fan of Thatcher. I dislike him, but even like that Thatcher has more personality than Cesar
A prophet of worm worshippers. (Definitely not a guy with athetosis!!)
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