I Need To Be Th1n - Blog Posts
What's even the point anymore? I ⭐️ve, I can't focus in school, but exams are coming up so I tried to eat more for exams. Now I'm even fatter JUST TO NOT UNDERSTAND MY EXAMS AT ALL!! IM A FUCKING FAT FAILURE AND I JUST WANNA ⭐️VE TIL I DROP
Numbers.
Numbers.
NUMBERS.
(W8, grades, BMI)
Relapsing has made me question my faith. I've been an atheist for years but maybe the reason I feel so evil when I eat is because gluttony is a sin
Nooo sodium u taste so good and have 0 cals please don't make me gain 5lbs of water weight haha
WHAT THE FUCK!?!?!?!? I JUST GOT MY PERIOD!?!?!?!??! I feel so fake😔😔
Wish bmi was the only number I cared about but unfortunately I care about my grades too and always gain weight during exams
Lowkey don't care if I lose hair this time again because 1) my hair is too thick anyway, and 2) I can save up and get pretty extensions
Why cant I lose w8 instead of my will to live
My parents are back to accusing me of ⭐️ving and I'm like what????? Like I am but around them I eat so much I occasionally ended up binging just to prove a point just for them to accuse me anyway???
Think I fucked up. Idk my actual cw but in Feb I was 120lbs. Going by that if I were to get to my ugw by September (going on a school trip out of the country) if need to lose 40lbs. My exams start next week so I don't want to have too big a deficit until they're done at the end of May. So that's 3 months to intensely work to drop 40lbs. But my birthdays in there too somewhere and my parents would be suspicious if I restricted too hard. I can get close but idk if I'll get there
I can't wait to move out and cover my mirrors, fridge and cupboard wirh motivation quotes to keep ⭐️ving🙏🙏
Chocolate is my #1 opp. Wdym its so calorie dense
I'm such a fatty wtf
Ew another day where I ended up eating at maintenance🐽 going to the beach tho so hopefully I burn some off
A guy at work gave me an ice cream pop and I felt bad because he went all the way across the kitchen to give one to me so I ate it and now I'm at my maintenance☹️ (major fatty alert)
Forget being jealous of taller people weighing less than me im jealous of people younger than me weighing less
A guy at work gave me an ice cream pop and I felt bad because he went all the way across the kitchen to give one to me so I ate it and now I'm at my maintenance☹️ (major fatty alert)
In an ideal world 1 step would = 1 cal burned
The second I finish my last exam I swear I never wanna touch food again
The devil couldn't reach me so he made me a 5'2 girl with the appetite of a 6'4 man
Need a man to bully me into ⭐️ving, telling me how much more he'd love me if I lose a few lbs
Self induced liposuction or self induced lobotomy
Someone kidnap me after my exams are done and ⭐️ve me in their basement all summer
Binged the last 2 days. Might just kms
I miss when I had a coach💔 ik it was bad but idc it worked for me (not recommending)
Throwback to when I was a kid and I'd get such painful mouth ulcers I'd refuse to eat💔 #missthat
Ugh I keep getting Snapchat memories and I looked so much prettier when I was sick
Since I've been abandoned by my friends I'm gonna spend so much of my summer in the gym
How do yall cope with exams? Last year I ate more during exams and restricted again after but I feel guilty even considering doing it again. But I don't want to fail AS levels exams
Ended up losing my period again anyway...gonna restrict so fucking hard after exams. I'll keep at ~1k until then. But after that I'm proper ⭐️ving