Someone Kidnap Me After My Exams Are Done And ⭐️ve Me In Their Basement All Summer

Relapsing has made me question my faith. I've been an atheist for years but maybe the reason I feel so evil when I eat is because gluttony is a sin

I'm either gonna die skinny and ⭐️ving or morbidly obese getting rich off feederism content and there's no in between

Me when I may finally get a job #unemployed and it's at a CHINESE FOOD PLACE😔 I love Chinese food💔

when it comes to myself, sk!nny is pretty.

but when it comes to others, i see the beauty in them regardless of their w3ight or looks.

why does my brain work the way it does?

when the bmi calculator says i’m a “healthy w€ight”

In an ideal world 1 step would = 1 cal burned

No because what if someone saw me at my lw and thought I wasn't absolutely hideous just for me to gain weight

“It’s low cal”

“only 300 cal per serving”

(and then the serving size isn’t even worth the cals)

and then i go and spoil it all by saying something stupid like “fuck this i wanna eat”

Binged the last 2 days. Might just kms