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she's like my keeper body. beyond the world, kind of schrodinger's cat-like, maybe there maybe not.
also sorry to moss, when i didnt text you back this is what i was doing... reading ominous books
so i just discovered a new. uhh thing.
"new" because ive known about this series since i can remember. griffin and sabine. my deadname is sabine.
only time i will ever say that. do not call me it despite what this post is about
griffin and sabine is the first in a 6-book series about two people separated by an unknowingly great distance.
plot summary i guess; griffin believes sabine is a figment of his imagination, who he writes letters to. sabine proves herself to be real blah blah they merge into one being in alexandria.
years later, matthew and isabella are two lovers who know eachother to be real, but are long-distance due to their work. they too must merge into one. now, they have griffin and sabine to guide them, sabine is part of matthew . an opposing force is after them.
i have not read all the books in full, but i have a gist. and.. i think i have the energy of all four of them. no, i type that and it sounds wrong. but..
one of them has my name. my name that i dont like. cannot be mine. but i relate to her. she's beautiful in my mind.
i just looked through these books , so im talking like them a little. oops
i love them though. they call to me. the energy feels natural to everything i know.
this is so weird. its not a kin. it is not so . modern and online. she's in my heart, younger pre-transition me, old soul me, everything
im like matthew i guess. she's there.
its okay.. i like some of their songs but they're all therian focused and im not a therian. not their fault, its just like.. i wish there was some other option for alterhuman music.
also the ai for some of the cover art... gross
Do any other alterhuman beings not like Autumn J. I do not get the hype of their music š
VERINCARNATEļ¼ ā ā·
pt: verincarnate. end pt.
DEFINITION ā ā¦ā when one's true form is different from the body they're currently in, or their true form is that of the body they're in but is for some reason invisible to others.
pt: definition, when one's true form is different from the body they're currently in, or their true form is that of the body they're in but is for some reason invisible to others. end pt.
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And if I fall now, will my wings spring out to catch me?
And if I fly now, will my tail be there to balance me?
And if I search now, will my ears be there to hear for me?
And if I run now, will my paws be there to guide me?
And if I scream now, will me voice speak up to cry for me?
And if I bite down, will my fangs sink in to me?
And if I fight now, will me claws unsheathe to aid me?
And if I am alone now, will my fur be there to comfort me?
If I let go, will my form catch up to me?
Will my form catch up to me?
Will my form catch up to me?
Will my form catch up to me?
If I change now, will my body be mine?
looks at my once-human but now unrecognizable hearttypes... (watchers/keepers)
(btw since mine is a ""human"" character I consider transspecies, I feel the need to clarify: go by YOUR understanding of your hearttype for this poll)
also i guess my display name finally makes sense now! its been vulpeandric since ive made the blog
this is the keepers to me
Whatās up late night folks? Hereās an eerie shot I took down a pitch black road in the middle of the night
š vulpeandric š
pt: vulpeandric. end pt. image id in alt.
a gender related to foxes and how they are perceived to have canine and feline traits, but are canids. examples of being vulpeandric include:
feeling attached to "feminine" qualities and being mostly a guy/masc
transmascs with attachment to girlhood
being in between masculinity and femininity but leaning towards masculinity
color meanings from top down: pink for a piece of femininity, white for separation, orange for foxes, blue for masculinity, brown for canines.
this is my first and maybe only time coining something soo.. idk let me know what ya think! i think i'm doing this right? shrug
@radiomogai @faunagender
GUYS!!! any other watchers that feel like they are realm smp keepers or observer. like theyre straight up the same thing. omniscient purple beings with eye motifs. watching and pulling strings of multiple worlds. pulling people into worlds of suffering and corruption. HELLO??
also the universe works in beautiful ways. my watcher oc from like 3 years ago was named Tau. which i just learned is a greek character which the first keepers were named after!!! my name is tau ohh my god!!!!
if anyone wants like the full keeper lore , bekyamon's stream from today was her literally reading a treasure trove of lore. it just. ughhh its so watchers and evo.
teehee
weird alterhuman culture is absolutely DESPISING being perceived but loving to watch others. Do Not. don't Look At Me. but also i AM going to stare at you. don't mind me. (it's ironic bc i am an all seeing being but i need glasses lol)
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questioning the lethal company moons as a hearthome goes crazy
:3
caninekin culture is waving on of your legs back and forth while sitting to imitate your tail wagging.
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Wet beast Wednesday!
āI am a world before I am a man
I was a creature before I could standā
- āBefore I Forgetā by Slipknot
This song gives off werewolf vibes to me, honestly. Or just creature in general vibes.
guys.. me
Alterhuman coining: Othermarrowed š¦“
[pt] Alter human coining: Other marrowed [/pt]
š Definition š
[pt] Definition [/pt]
Othermarrowed is a term for those who are in-between being otherhearted and otherkin in some way.
Possible reasons for this include:
Having had a past life as a certain creature/being, but not fully identifying as such in this life.
Rejecting humanity to the point that one feels more like their hearttype than a human.
Experiencing frequent or highly notable phantom limbs or other shifts surrounding one's hearttype.
Becoming so connected with one's hearttype that the lines between identifying with and identifying as feel blurred.
Not fully understanding the difference between otherhearted and otherkin, making one feel unaligned with either label.
And more!
I've seen this idea talked about a few times, but I couldn't find any actual term or coining anywhere. So apologies if this exists already!
Cambikin is a similar term; however, one who is othermarrowed is typically not shifting between being otherkin and otherhearted, but are instead typically stagnant or only somewhat fluid between the two. (Those with a fluid sense of identity may still use othermarrowed, of course!)
I went with a bone theme to kind of play off of the "it's in my bones" and similar sayings. "Marrowtype" would be the othermarrowed equivalent to "kintype / hearttype."
š Symbol & Flag š
[pt] Symbol and flag [/pt]
A rhombus shape was chosen for the symbol as it is somewhat in-between the shape of a heart and a star. The two lines inside represent both otherheartedness and otherkinity, and are also meant to look like bone marrow inside a bone. And the wavy line is meant to look like a bone, as well as represent the spectrum of identities.
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Also made a flag. The stripes don't really have any special meanings, just chose cream cuz bone color and then colors I thought would look nice.
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I just need an excuse to draw my watcher grian
:3 hello!!
waiter waiter more watchers please there has to be more of us
someday i will write out what i believe of the watchers and listeners, and my origins. i want to know what i have in common with the others.
waiter waiter more watchers please there has to be more of us
someday i will write out what i believe of the watchers and listeners, and my origins. i want to know what i have in common with the others.
me but im also a monstrous stalking quadrupedal bird
Watcher moodboard yipeeee! Made with canva and pinterest
mrrr
Eyes of the forest. Aspen trees
:33
umm hello! may i place an order for a moodboard! :3 of like angel stuff and eyes/eyeballs. preferably purplish or dark green coloring.. ty!!
also let me say i LOVEE the theming of this blog it makes me so happiy :] keep being cool asf
Aw, tysvm! /gen! I plan to! /gen
idk if this will resonate with anyone else very much but like. i think i lean more heavily towards kemonomimis/inumimi spectrum of things generally when i am calm, happy, feeling myself, etc. i get the phantom limb kinda feeling for a tail or ears. fangs claws etc depending on what kinda shift it is. along with other stuff that i just don't wanna talk about on here.
but when i do feel.. more feral i guess? more angry. anxious, frightened, feel like i need to defend myself, or like having a panic attack, i shift more into a 'wild feral animal' sort of mindset. i get that more, on all fours im a beaten down dog trying to fight back kinda feeling. idk its hard to describe. a lot of unpacking this is pretty new to me.
hmm perhaps i shall do this.. bit too tired rn but maybe soon
Alterhumans! Anonymously Share Your Story!
To anyone who is afraid of posting their story on their account or is hoping for the chance to have their story reach more people, you can just share your story in my ask box! I have the settings so that you can do it anonymously if you hit the button, or opt not to if that's what you prefer
You can also use my ask box to ask me questions you have about alterhumanity, requests for coming a label you would like to have out there, anonymously share your opinions about problems within the community, or even simply ask me to make a post about a lesser known label to help spread awareness
I believe that it's important to get your story out there because:
It can help people with similar experiences feel less alone
Your experiences can help guide newly awakened alterhumans
By sharing what signs led you to find what you identify as/with, you may help other alterhumans discover their identity
For those with uncommon identities, sharing your story can help normalize diverse identities within the alterhuman community
need to visit an old friend (magnolia tree at the park)
<3
The Lathe of Heaven (1971) / Outer Wilds (2019)
i dont think i can really understand misanthropy.. like how do people not gaf about humans like that. good post 10/10
Sometimes I genuinely want to reblog some of these posts just swapping every instance of "human" for "gay" and "misanthropy" for "homophobia," because it really puts it into perspective.
"But of course I know there are good humans out there -" Saying something to the effect of "Gay people are horrible" and then following up with "but of course I know there are good gays out there <3" doesn't actually make you not homophobic.
"But humans have actually done bad things that destroy the planet -!" 90% of my mom's internalized homophobia stems from real gay people she knew who intentionally spread HIV to other people, and that being her only exposure to the queer community before, like, me. Do you think that makes it fair for someone to be homophobic? Because a small proportion of the gay community does terrible things? Like, no, right? So why do you think it's fair for you to act misanthropic because a small proportion of the human species does terrible things?
oh and theres synpath! that might be worth looking into for you
Okay since Iām not panicking and I just need genuine feedback and general help after researching, Iām gonna explain how I feel about Brian and more so how itās effected me, and I need you kind ppls to tell me if this still counts as Otherhearted (or some secret third option I have yet to come across)!! Since I am very new to all this and I donāt wanna come across as baiting
Extremely (probably badly) worded yap session aheadā¼ļø+ Dexter S1 spoilers
When I first watched Dexter S1, I found Brian someone I could relate to, which then my mom found weird (I suggest looking at his wiki) so then I just admired in peace. His persona and ability to turn on a facade just felt too similar to things Iāve done or see in myself
I have a brother myself, but heās older than me; however, I still feel as if Brian & Dexters dynamic and Brianās search for his brother feels all too familiar. My brothers in College so I donāt get to see him often which makes me constantly feel alone and looking for something that will take ages to find. Just like Brian did with Dexter, after coming out of the mental hospital and immediately searching for his brother.
This whole thing makes me panicky because Brian is a (FICTIONAL š°) serial killerā¦and I personally can justify majority of his actions just because I feel like if do the same in the same desperation, as fucked as that sounds. Which is why I hate admitting I feel connected to him. I donāt have murderous intentions or thoughts (that arenāt the intrusive kind I mean) but I feel like itās just a rational thought process.
He DOES die but I just actively forget he does and I donāt like thinking about it
If I need to elaborate on any of this I totally can!Thank you for coming to my ted talk <3
Me fr maybe vv
buhh i want to help you out but im going through some label trouble myself rn </3 i guess if he feels like more than a fictional person to you and someone you could see yourself as .. shrug... sorry gang
Okay since Iām not panicking and I just need genuine feedback and general help after researching, Iām gonna explain how I feel about Brian and more so how itās effected me, and I need you kind ppls to tell me if this still counts as Otherhearted (or some secret third option I have yet to come across)!! Since I am very new to all this and I donāt wanna come across as baiting
Extremely (probably badly) worded yap session aheadā¼ļø+ Dexter S1 spoilers
When I first watched Dexter S1, I found Brian someone I could relate to, which then my mom found weird (I suggest looking at his wiki) so then I just admired in peace. His persona and ability to turn on a facade just felt too similar to things Iāve done or see in myself
I have a brother myself, but heās older than me; however, I still feel as if Brian & Dexters dynamic and Brianās search for his brother feels all too familiar. My brothers in College so I donāt get to see him often which makes me constantly feel alone and looking for something that will take ages to find. Just like Brian did with Dexter, after coming out of the mental hospital and immediately searching for his brother.
This whole thing makes me panicky because Brian is a (FICTIONAL š°) serial killerā¦and I personally can justify majority of his actions just because I feel like if do the same in the same desperation, as fucked as that sounds. Which is why I hate admitting I feel connected to him. I donāt have murderous intentions or thoughts (that arenāt the intrusive kind I mean) but I feel like itās just a rational thought process.
He DOES die but I just actively forget he does and I donāt like thinking about it
If I need to elaborate on any of this I totally can!Thank you for coming to my ted talk <3
Me fr maybe vv