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take me with you 🙏

i think mine are closer to envisage shifts usually, but my actual phantom limbs are often my tail wagging and feeling my wings and ears twitching. its accompanied by a need to move/run around. this doesnt work great because i usually shift on car rides for some reason. probably because i like to think in the car and i end up thinking about shifting.

Question to the community: what do phantom shifts feel like for you all? What even if the determining factor, for you, that you are non-alterhuman/otherkin/therian??

youu should look up starflesh on pinterest.. multi eyed creatures with reflected eyes like that.. very kewl

is having red eyes in photos rly species affirming to anyone else? it’s just for some reason seeing my eyes reflect red in flash photos makes me feel so much like a cat or a dog and rly any time my eyes look “irregular” it’s like im actually a watcher down to the pupils in my eyes

For too long I've been hidden. But I may have found a place to start shining. I've taken a liking to the #alterhuman community...you all are so open minded to those who are different. And I believe those of us who are alterhuman have unusual gifts that the outside world hasn't really realized or appreciated....

I think alterhumans:

Are more sensitive to their true identity (or identities)

May also be more sensitive to other conscious beings in some way or another (plurality)

Are aware that there's more than these eyes can see

Are incredibly, beautifully diverse in our identities

Are so incredibly brave and strong inside

Have a unique kind of intelligence

Each alterhuman has their own unique gifts

I can't think of anything else. Maybe I'll make a part 2 later. Y'all feel free to add ideas

Hopefully I didn't say anything wrong. I'm new to actually saying stuff here so I'm kinda nervous 🥺

stimboard for : a salmon with gifs of the fish and water stims requested by @jimothy-salmonwich

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face wings, purple, watching stuff... ok so mine is a fictionkin and this might be just cause i love talking abt it butttt the watchers from evo smp might be worth looking into! the only thing im not sure of is i dont think our presence is usually calming.. i hope mine is tho :P

the watchers are like these deities that watch over different worlds (technically minecraft smps...) and their denizens, in fanart they are often depicted as figures with lots of eyes and sets of purple wings (AND FACE WINGS!!!)

if this sounds right at all i'd recommend looking through the watcherkin tag, theres not much there so it'd be pretty easy

ranting about angelkin/divinekin/whatever the fuck label I'm using at this point

(Warning for rambling. I physically cannot get to the point I fear)

okay so background. I've been struggling with what I am for a very very long time. I use the term "angelkin" to describe myself because it feels right and cus Idk what other term to call myself. I'm an angel, but not of any religion, and not even from Earth or an angel that protected Earth ect. if that makes sense

I have big wings. just two on my back and two on my head that can cover my eyes (HEAD WINGS PLEASE COME BACK I MISS YOU) they're big and white with blue/purple undertones yes I know exactly what my wings look like I miss them a lot. also I lived in space. I floated around nebula and stuff and kinda hung out. until NOW when SOMEONE put me HERE WHOSE IDEA WAS THIS???? anyway. I kinda of just passively watched the universe be created and stuff (I'm mad I cant watch it anymore. sometimes I stare at the sky and try really really hard to see like i saw but it doesn't work sadly. this is was fomo feels like I fear) also I'm 50% sure I was just a really bright star with wings on it. maybe a head cus I have head wings but idk what my physical body looked like besides that I had wings.

okay so here's my issues. number one is I'm pretty sure those wings might just be an everything. like I feel my wings 24/7/365 from when I was a kid to now I have had these annoying big wings and the not annoying head wings. because I've had them for so long they kinda just..transposed themselves onto all my other 'types?? like I'm a cat with wings. and a wolf with wings. just cus they never go away. (sometimes they switch like in between my raven wings and my angel wings but you get the point)

number TWO. I don't think angelkin is the right term for what I am. even though I would call myself an angel??? like I have a cute little star halo and Im a comforting presence that likes to watch and observe??? is not not angel-y enough??? if anyone reading this (thank you) knows a better label to fit than angelkin please comment it!!!

anyway the rest of this is just ranting about my type and what I look cus I love how I look..or looked I guess...

i had a comforting aura or presence? like if you were around me you would calm down. I had a little star halo that was bright and looks white but really its a whole bunch of colors similar to how stars look white but are rlly a bunch of colors. my size depended on what I wanted it to be. I could get big enough to see the entire universe or small enough to hold a planet in my hands. my wings were less for actual flying and more for propelling myself through space. if I were to be on Earth, I would float (similar to how the Angelic Warden flies and floats in Creatures of Sonaria if any of you know that game). My favourite place to stay was the Pillar of Creation. I still love them because seeing picture of them brings be much joy and comfort. also I may or may not BE them. its confusing.

anyway thank you for reading!!!

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them: 'you're not a cat'

literally me:

real

me looking at the "felinehearted" label in my intro post knowing damn well i don't post about it:

i need to be able to fit on peoples laps.... this is a crime

I am, indeed, a lap dog

thiss!!! it feels so unnatural and online. im literally just a beast

Am I the only one who hates the term "kin"?

Like- id be a wolfkin? No- i don't kin wolf i am wolf

Hey angelkin. Youve got a terf in your tags

Here. Block em

shit man. welp. places minecraft bed on your roof

damn right lorin hiding.. lorin hiding from the monsters nearby (your dog) (she is on the roof too)

hello ! can I request the text "you may not sleep now there are monsters nearby" in the Minecraft font on a blinkie please ?

im on your roof >:] huehehe

or are you on my roof? runs outside

also u can still call me lorin pal this isnt my secret identity /lh

hello ! can I request the text "you may not sleep now there are monsters nearby" in the Minecraft font on a blinkie please ?

me

hello ! can I request the text "you may not sleep now there are monsters nearby" in the Minecraft font on a blinkie please ?

minecraft parrots making enderman sounds... thats me

dog in a cat way

When one is a dog in a cat way, a dog but is actually a cat, a dog with cat traits, etc

no wrong way to use this

Coined by : Iasc

tags : @radiomogai @smilepilled @rwuffles @somniabyte

☆ !!

𝑰𝒏 𝑹𝒆𝒈𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝑻𝒐 𝑬𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒉...

... You know, I've found it hard to find true disdain for this planet. Of course, I feel that same melancholic homesickness most non-earthly entities do when left to reflect too long on not being home. But, I actually do love it here, for all of the troubles and triumphs I've lived.

... I'm a Sidereal. A star fallen to Earth, whose soul and spirit mixed with the debris of this planet, thus anchoring my body to this planet. My job for now is for experience change, to change my form, and find singularity. In many ways, I'd imagine it isn't unlike stellar evolution. It is in our nature to change, then die. In that way, we're quite like human earthlings.

... So, I try to take it in stride. It's also helped by the fact that I am a Milky Way star, and specifically one near to Earth (likely only just scratching the double digits in billions light years). Stars are passive observers. I am an observer. Light takes a while to travel, yes, but of what little I can concretely remember, I've always found the evolution of human beings deeply fascinating. So getting to be part of that to a small extent is warming, I feel. It's nice.

ꔛ✶. leave a wish .✶ꔛ

from my main ^

btw yall im gonna try to not be on tumblr as much so . sorry if you arent getting as much from me

I'm a wild beast and yet I don't think I ever could separate myself from humans I love them so much. I hardly interact with other alterbeings (mostly because I can't blow my cover in such a public space) but when I see misanthropy getting spread around it breaks my heart and makes me wanna stay away more I swear there's more good humans than bad ones. I've met plenty of terrible people before but I've met even MORE nice and kind folks who make others' days better. I've had to deal some misanthropic feelings myself due to unresolved trauma in the past and realizing that humanity is not evil made my life better. I love humans even if I am not one of them

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Hello lovelys! <3

I have found a survey for alterhumans, about our alterhumanity,dating,and relationships , on Reddit so I thought I’d share it with you!

Google Docs

Alterhuman Survey : Gender and Relationships

This survey contains some more scientifical terms and I ask if you do not know what certain words mean to please research them and answer ac

this has meaning and resonance for me. i don't think i'm a celestial body but my body is celestial if that makes sense. anyway, this is a nice post, it puts some of my feelings into words too :)

𝑰𝒏 𝑹𝒆𝒈𝒂𝒓𝒅 𝑻𝒐 𝑬𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒉...

... You know, I've found it hard to find true disdain for this planet. Of course, I feel that same melancholic homesickness most non-earthly entities do when left to reflect too long on not being home. But, I actually do love it here, for all of the troubles and triumphs I've lived.

... I'm a Sidereal. A star fallen to Earth, whose soul and spirit mixed with the debris of this planet, thus anchoring my body to this planet. My job for now is for experience change, to change my form, and find singularity. In many ways, I'd imagine it isn't unlike stellar evolution. It is in our nature to change, then die. In that way, we're quite like human earthlings.

... So, I try to take it in stride. It's also helped by the fact that I am a Milky Way star, and specifically one near to Earth (likely only just scratching the double digits in billions light years). Stars are passive observers. I am an observer. Light takes a while to travel, yes, but of what little I can concretely remember, I've always found the evolution of human beings deeply fascinating. So getting to be part of that to a small extent is warming, I feel. It's nice.

ꔛ✶. leave a wish .✶ꔛ

skipping jumping AND hopping btw. if you even care.....

every time I see someone make life size wings for themself I feel the deepest jealousy. even if I can't fly with them I need proportionate wings on my back

and its me colored too.. guys...

uncanny presenting! ⸻ a term for those who present uncannily!

symbol sourced from photopea!

for anon!

tagging @radiomogai!

looks at my 'types who were literally created through body horror. uhh yeah

(seraph from hfwu and the keepers from realm smp)

I think going through some horrific level of body horror would fix me

she's like my keeper body. beyond the world, kind of schrodinger's cat-like, maybe there maybe not.

also sorry to moss, when i didnt text you back this is what i was doing... reading ominous books

hmm. i think you would just have to be specific? idk. like, "video game model ____ kin" you could always coin your own label too, if you like

How would you call a kin where an invidual kins a certain shape? I mean, for example the model of game character??? It wouldn't be limited to species of that character, this would be an experience linked to shape of the model??? Is there name for that?

dog actually goes mrrruff! common misconception /lh

Dog goes awoooo