So I Just Discovered A New. Uhh Thing.

so i just discovered a new. uhh thing.

"new" because ive known about this series since i can remember. griffin and sabine. my deadname is sabine.

only time i will ever say that. do not call me it despite what this post is about

griffin and sabine is the first in a 6-book series about two people separated by an unknowingly great distance.

plot summary i guess; griffin believes sabine is a figment of his imagination, who he writes letters to. sabine proves herself to be real blah blah they merge into one being in alexandria.

years later, matthew and isabella are two lovers who know eachother to be real, but are long-distance due to their work. they too must merge into one. now, they have griffin and sabine to guide them, sabine is part of matthew . an opposing force is after them.

i have not read all the books in full, but i have a gist. and.. i think i have the energy of all four of them. no, i type that and it sounds wrong. but..

one of them has my name. my name that i dont like. cannot be mine. but i relate to her. she's beautiful in my mind.

i just looked through these books , so im talking like them a little. oops

i love them though. they call to me. the energy feels natural to everything i know.

this is so weird. its not a kin. it is not so . modern and online. she's in my heart, younger pre-transition me, old soul me, everything

im like matthew i guess. she's there.

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2 months ago

saving this cus i relate to like all of these .. mainly teeth, i neeeed fangs bro. all the fangs. pointy teefs NOW!!!

i've seen a couple posts about this so here's how i wanna species transition :P

permanent fangs

angel fangs piercings (ideally, i would already have fangs, but it sort of accentuates them)

dye hair (my family tends to go grey early so i might get that for free lol)

color contacts

tattoos, leaning towards paw tattoos but just any tattoos of wolf (+ other kintypes) would be great

wearing gear (which i currently don't do at all lol)

possibly taking some hormones to increase hair growth but i already have a lot of body hair

2 months ago

i need to rip something apart with my teeth

i need FANGS

i need sharper teeth to rip something apart

6 months ago

epic intro of dog-sized proportions!!

Epic Intro Of Dog-sized Proportions!!

๊•ค hii im tau or lorin!! im alterhuman and my blog is going to focus on connecting with that and my experiences/musings.

i am a minor, no age dni as long as ur not a creep

i use he/they/it/tick and any dog related neos !

Epic Intro Of Dog-sized Proportions!!

my 'types:

dog: gsp, english springer spaniel, border collie

fluffy black cat

some kind of canid that's not a dog?

watcher/keeper birdthing

hearthomes:

like every forest ever

star wars

lethal company

the glowy sparkly world that viktor is in

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dni if you support known problematic people. racists, trans/homophobic, zionists *and* antisemites, radqueers, and pro-contact paras

i am avoidant of endos

๊•ค check out my main @rrosetinted for more about me :3

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3 months ago

every time I see someone make life size wings for themself I feel the deepest jealousy. even if I can't fly with them I need proportionate wings on my back

2 months ago

woah you are three apples tall

guys i had a shower and now im just kinda stuck with shark phantom limbs send help

Guys I Had A Shower And Now Im Just Kinda Stuck With Shark Phantom Limbs Send Help

bigass shark tail

2 months ago

i totally get this, its nice to see it in words.

im not white which i feel like the majority of the community is.. i feel out of place

while im not what would be considered plus-size , i am also not super skinny which makes me feel like i look stupid doing quads

speaking of, im already pretty bad at quads and hate how dumb i look on fours. my body doesnt look how im supposed to at all! (dog)

the weird thing is im pretty comfortable with my body's appearance. until i want to express my nonhumanity through it... like eww im not dog enough. im not holy enough.

and thats another thing. watchers are usually interpreted as tall, slender, and greyish-white skinned. i am not even close to any of those. buhhhhhhh :(

Does anypony else feel like you're not allowed to have certain 'types or do certain things because of your appearance, like you can't help but constantly think "You're not allowed to be this because of this"

I'm not allowed to be a deer because deer are cute and I am not cute. I'm not allowed to be my kintypes because they are all pretty and I am not. I am not allowed to be this kintype because they struggle with this and I struggle with the opposite. I am not allowed to be this character because they have this body type and I do not. I am not allowed to wear gear because only pretty people are allowed to wear gear and I am the only one who is not pretty, everyone else is so beautiful it hurts. I am not allowed to wear makeup because it will never be how you really look, makeup is for pretty people which I am not. I am not allowed to learn how to dress or wear nice clothes because that's for pretty people which I am not. I am not allowed to act like my theriotypes even in private because I am not pretty enough for that it would just be shameful and embarrassing.

I want to be pretty to do and experience the things everyone else does without feeling so much shame and disgust but I don't know how, animals in the wild don't have to deal with this it's not fair

3 months ago
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4 months ago

i dont think i can really understand misanthropy.. like how do people not gaf about humans like that. good post 10/10

Sometimes I genuinely want to reblog some of these posts just swapping every instance of "human" for "gay" and "misanthropy" for "homophobia," because it really puts it into perspective.

"But of course I know there are good humans out there -" Saying something to the effect of "Gay people are horrible" and then following up with "but of course I know there are good gays out there <3" doesn't actually make you not homophobic.

"But humans have actually done bad things that destroy the planet -!" 90% of my mom's internalized homophobia stems from real gay people she knew who intentionally spread HIV to other people, and that being her only exposure to the queer community before, like, me. Do you think that makes it fair for someone to be homophobic? Because a small proportion of the gay community does terrible things? Like, no, right? So why do you think it's fair for you to act misanthropic because a small proportion of the human species does terrible things?

2 months ago

i think theres already a term? its like paw something

PETITION FOR "AESTHETIC THERIANTHROPY" TO BE THE TAG WE USE WHEN TALKING ABOUT MASKS, QUADS, ETC

3 weeks ago

So uh im questioning deitykinโ€ฆ

Either that or some form of plantkin. But most definetly deitykin.

I have a strong feeling of nature connection when the flowers bloom and such, but it always goes away when autumn rolls around. I also just get such a strong connection to nature and wildlife? Its very very strange.

So heres me questioning if i might be nature connected deitykin, or if i just love nature so so much (it could also be tied to my other identities so weโ€™ll see :0)

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