Oh And Theres Synpath! That Might Be Worth Looking Into For You

oh and theres synpath! that might be worth looking into for you

Okay since I’m not panicking and I just need genuine feedback and general help after researching, I’m gonna explain how I feel about Brian and more so how it’s effected me, and I need you kind ppls to tell me if this still counts as Otherhearted (or some secret third option I have yet to come across)!! Since I am very new to all this and I don’t wanna come across as baiting

Extremely (probably badly) worded yap session ahead‼️+ Dexter S1 spoilers

When I first watched Dexter S1, I found Brian someone I could relate to, which then my mom found weird (I suggest looking at his wiki) so then I just admired in peace. His persona and ability to turn on a facade just felt too similar to things I’ve done or see in myself

I have a brother myself, but he’s older than me; however, I still feel as if Brian & Dexters dynamic and Brian’s search for his brother feels all too familiar. My brothers in College so I don’t get to see him often which makes me constantly feel alone and looking for something that will take ages to find. Just like Brian did with Dexter, after coming out of the mental hospital and immediately searching for his brother.

This whole thing makes me panicky because Brian is a (FICTIONAL 😰) serial killer…and I personally can justify majority of his actions just because I feel like if do the same in the same desperation, as fucked as that sounds. Which is why I hate admitting I feel connected to him. I don’t have murderous intentions or thoughts (that aren’t the intrusive kind I mean) but I feel like it’s just a rational thought process.

He DOES die but I just actively forget he does and I don’t like thinking about it

If I need to elaborate on any of this I totally can!Thank you for coming to my ted talk <3

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Okay Since I’m Not Panicking And I Just Need Genuine Feedback And General Help After Researching, I’m

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