Latest Posts by scrumpledmilk - Page 3

i could survive my own autopsy

haven't done my work but i did draw myself not doing my work. and the specter. not sure how this helps

Legitimately the funniest thing just happened in our virtual book group after someone rec’d a vampire romance to me and someone else piped up that it had a “problematic age gap.”

In a vampire romance novel.

Like, yah. I sure fucking hope so.

If I have a dream about eating a bagel and I wake up and eat a bagel is that a prophetic dream

I have sight. I see.

Hey, here’s a concept. What if we stopped saying “but autistic people CAN do all those things” (erasing high support needs) and instead started saying “not being able to do those things doesn’t impact someone’s value as a person nor does it make it okay to commit eugenics”.

Wipedboard whimsy

Playing my favorite game

Is the gummy I found on my floor an edible or melatonin?

Stayed tuned to find out ‼️

Playing my favorite game

Is the gummy I found on my floor an edible or melatonin?

Stayed tuned to find out ‼️

happy autism acceptance month. this month, regardless if you're abled or disabled, allistic or autistic, try to consider if you really do accept people with autism. all aspects of autism. people who:

without volume control

talk to themselves or make sounds (seemingly) at random

have huge screaming meltdowns

stim any way, including smearing body fluids

only talk about one subject and will never "move on"

stare inappropriately

struggle with personal hygiene

are unemployed

who left education early ("dropped out")

has a carer and will always need one

don't use mouth words to communicate

have comorbid intellectual disability and don't want to separate that from their autism

autism acceptance month can't truly be about acceptance if we don't broaden our understanding of autism and confront our internal biases. these things listen above are normal parts of autism. sometimes very common. there's stigma around them, but that's stigma we can actively fight.

what abled ppl think is a massive problem for disabled folks: 13 year old on the internet faking something

what is actually a massive problem for disabled folks: "well you don't LOOK disabled, are you sure you're not faking? I'm not giving you accommodations until you PROVE you're not faking. Please give me, a stranger, your medical info and explain your condition to me in detail so I know you're not faking and only then will I respect or take you seriously"

If you told me that this was right before Arthur leaned in to claim Merlin's mouth as rightfully his, I would believe you

ARE YOU TRANS???

DO YOU LOVE HORROR???!!

STOP SCROLLING!!

I’m doing a research paper thingy on how queerness and specifically the trans experience is reflected in or interacts with the horror genre (with a focus on body horror) (that was the most confusing way I’ve ever explained it oops sorry)

Anyway- While researching and constructing my thesis etc.. I became curious of other experiences that might be similar to mine- so if you feel like you could answer any of these questions please do!

have you ever experienced a kind of catharsis or feeling of acceptance/representation while watching movies with body horror? (or horror in general)

Do you find comfort in the transformative and/or destructive nature of body horror? How/why?

Is there a specific horror movie or trope that you feel extra connected to?

Is there a movie/character/trope in horror that you feel reflects your experience being trans?

And lastly just plug your favorite trans/queer horror movie (doesnt have to be explicitly queer and in fact subtextual and unintentional rep is encouraged)

Need to go see Lebanon Hanover

They will be so close to me

I have no moneyyyyyyyyyy

My ass was steadily improving on my avoidant behaviors and agoraphobia and isolation bs towards the end of last year but now bc of stress school and work and interning and aughhhhhh

I am realizing I have gone back on all of that progress 😀💫 yay

Listening to mag177 for comfort before work 🙏

The amount of fanart that I am hoarding is criminal

This is the greed they talk about in the Bible

Saw the news about pope Francis and my first reaction was ‘This is just like Conclave for real’

Wait wait WAIT

When y’all experience emotions- You are able to know how you are feeling based on an actual ‘feeling’?

It’s not just drawing from context clues?? because the way that I understood it was:

-I am doing an activity I enjoy, I am not experiencing any physical signs of distress, therefore I probably ‘feel’ happy-

But no? Emotional feelings are actual specific feelings? Separate from physicality?

“Identifiable through vibe alone” as my friend so eloquently describes it

Hello chat I spent my weekend stripping to Chappell Roan and beating House with a cane

I AM ONCE AGAIN APOLOGIZING!

I swear I haven’t forgotten but my job is hosting a shit ton of events this week for tdov and trans awareness so I’ve been bombarded with thousands of tedious tasks

I’m also busy preparing my drag number for Friday- just look at this wonderful promo image I made (graphic design is my passion) (joke)

Apologies for the delay on the Hilson drawing !!

Work and school are beating my ass - I’ll have time to do it this weekend tho 🙂‍↕️

Also… Is now a good time to tell y’all I’m doing Wilson drag next weekend or..

Wilson wearing shorts that say universal donor on the crotch

House wearing shorts that say universal recipient on the ass

Just a glimpse into my dark reality

I think my boss forgot I exist

I have been here for an hour and a half and nobody has come to assign me work as they usually do

Not even an email.

I’m just- here….

It’s unsettling

I’m experiencing the fear levels of a prey animal

I have come to realize that I need to elaborate a little for the lesbian one bc some people couldn’t tell which merlin ship it was supposed to be

So just to clear the air-

That’s Guinevere and Lancelot 💫 ⚔️

butch Lance because what is the knights code if not just the butch manifesto ??

(There is a more complete version somewhere where I gave her an arm tattoo but it’s been lost to time)

Wait omg hi tumblr I also draw sometimes and this is some of my art :3 (ignore that it’s all bbc merlin I promise I draw other things too😔)

Wild Geese, Mary Oliver

Having to go to work tomorrow when I should be drawing yaoi might genuinely kill me

Someone pleak respond with a character and I will sketch (or draw or paint) them - i can’t make decisions on what to draw recently so please decide for me (pick characters from the media listed)

House Md

The Magnus archives

BBC Merlin

HELP ME ART PLEASEEE

camelot power couple

Making a house md self insert oc

Mind your damn business

I am cringe but I am free.

Beginning to notice clear parallels between my current reality and one of the worst years of my life-

Surely ignoring the patterns will make it all better tho

Everything is A-Okay

I can’t even begin to describe how severe the gender envy I get from this image is. It’s genuinely painful.

I need to tear my skin off and hope that this is what sits waiting beneath my flesh- like a butterfly or some shit.