I AM ONCE AGAIN APOLOGIZING!

I need to be violently high

Post haste

Wilson wearing shorts that say universal donor on the crotch

House wearing shorts that say universal recipient on the ass

Just a glimpse into my dark reality

sorry i never replied. everyday is blending together and im losing sense of time

Watching nip/tuck is proving to me that I really do make everything gay - why am I shipping Sean and Christian

I need to get a job desperately but I have school and an internship for school so idk where I’ll find the time for even a part time job

Anyone interested in a scrumpledfansly bc it’s calling to me right about now

My ass was steadily improving on my avoidant behaviors and agoraphobia and isolation bs towards the end of last year but now bc of stress school and work and interning and aughhhhhh

I am realizing I have gone back on all of that progress 😀💫 yay

First Monday that I don’t have to go into the hellscape I used to call a job and with no final exams looming over my head

I already feel more normal 🙂‍↕️💫

Unfortunately I am spending today applying to new jobs so this normalcy may be short lived

Crossing the road is way too social

I can’t do it I don’t understand the rules and all the cars are mad at me

Okay I actually want to expand on this just a little-

This post was mostly sparked by the scene I just watched where -SPOILERS- Sean finds out Matt isn’t his son so he finds Christian (his best friend/business partner/and now apparently the real father of his son) and while beating up Christian he says “I loved you the most” ??? Gay.

Beyond that though I’ve always found that while I do believe they both truly love(d) Julia - I think in some ways at least on Christians end that he loves Julia because in his eyes she is an extension of Sean.

(She obviously has value and worth beyond being the wife of Sean but I’m just framing this from the viewpoint of a suppressed bisexual deeply in denial about being in love with his best friend)

Anyway thanks for coming to my TED talk- I could go deeper but nobody else watches this shit so…

Watching nip/tuck is proving to me that I really do make everything gay - why am I shipping Sean and Christian

Hello chat I spent my weekend stripping to Chappell Roan and beating House with a cane