i wonder if she knows i stopped switching our blankets. i wonder if she knows i stopped stealing her sarees. i wonder if she knows that id do anything to just get a hold of either of those right this very moment. i wonder if she felt hurt when she found out, i wonder if she'll feel awful when she finds out.
i wonder if i want her to.
yeah, i do. guess i really am after all my mother's daughter.
need to make an emotional support bts playlist soon, the one i had is missing lmfao
been feeling like a shit and now i can't handle it anymore, im back to being me ig, hello
I'm scared i won't be me after this. I'm scared I'll lose myself. my sanity is hanging by a thread for real
i miss something so much but i don't know what it is, it's been eating at me. what is it that i miss so much idk idk
i don't see a happy life ahead of me. I wish for a peaceful one but I don't see that either. it probably should be concerning how suicidal I'm being everyday. why should I try when ik my path is only going to be full of despair? why can't I end it earlier, I wanna put a stop to this. too late to apologise, too late to ask for help, don't think too late to be saved but no one will. maybe that's my tragedy that everyone could use to feel bad after I'm long gone
learning the art of shutting up.
Feeling so sick of myself and everyone around me these days, I can't wait for this stupid fucking exam to end so I can get lost in the void. And thank God almost everyone's going home after the exam. I hope they don't give much work so I can just have Sunday for myself. I really want it. I want to just exist. I want to cry, I want to sleep, I want to just be.
i feel so bad for hyyh seokjin
ill kill people for this lil guy
are we only supposed to talk sadly on here
being here i tend to forget home is just another place filled with infuriating people