Don’t Get Me Wrong, I DESPISE Having My P3r!od BUT The Post M3nstruat!on Effect On My Bødy And Mindset

Okay so I gained a little bit but it’s mostly water w3!ght because my m3@sur3ments didn’t move

I’m so glad I took them this morning, helped me not freaking out lmao

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 👑

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ steamed vegetables with roasted chicken and creamy mushroom sauce + 1 ice Americano Snack~ smoothie bowl +passion fruit drink

Total:~ 1400

ON TODAY FØØD EPISODE 🏹

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ 1 spicy cheesy sausage + 1 apple + 1 corn ice cream + 1 ice Americano Snack~ 1 ice Americano Dinner~ 1 meat bread with kimchi + tofu and 1 egg with spicy sauce + grapes

Total:~800

DAY 23

Idk anymore haha, I sure act like I am on a daily basis but overall I don’t think I’m happy, more like grateful about the events in my life and my surroundings, friends and family

I started this journey to numb my feelings.. well I think it’s working pretty well lmao

Løøs!ng f@t around my toes was not on bingo list but okay (??)

Bonus points cause it made me laugh

Since I r3l@ps3d I løst something like 5 cm around my w@!st and 3 around my biceps (my upper arms are my biggest insecurity) !!!

AAAAAAAH I’M SO HAPPY

Remember that you can gain a bit of w3!ght but compare it to your m3@sur3ments can help you not freaking out

My dream right now is to hit 50 by next week

It was supposed to be metabday yesterday but since I got my period last Tuesday and ate more than I was supposed to because feeling sick and energy empty I decided to skip it for this week

I’ll definitely do one next Sunday but right know I will just focus on not going over 1200

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 🐛

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ gado-gado with 2 krupuk + 4pcs of tofu goreng + 1 ice Americano Snack~ 2 ice Americano Dinner~ nasi goreng with 1 krepek

Total:~ 1300

First day of the trip and so far I’m doing pretty well :)

DAY 10 (youhouhou!)

✨Denial is a river in Egypt ✨💅 HAHAHAHA. But honestly, to this day I’m still not entirely convinced that I have 3d even if, rationally speaking, something is definitely wrong lmao It’s easier to tell yourself that you’re simply in control… FAKE IT UNTIL YOU MAKE IT 💃💃 MOUAHAHAH (Don’t do this please)