Løøs!ng F@t Around My Toes Was Not On Bingo List But Okay (??)

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 🎥

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ mix fruit plate Snack~ protein bar Dinner~ high protein bowl with rice + 1 apple + 1 green tea

Total :~ 800

I didn’t wanted to jinx it if I talked about it buuuut

24H F@ST DONE HAHA

I’m ⭐️ving right now so I’m gonna go eat something hehe I’m proud, I resisted to the school trip temptation :))

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 👒

Breakfast~ 3 coffee + chicken and tempeh with lots of veggies + 1 omelette + fruit platter + 1/2 small lamingtons cake + little sweet steamed bread Lunch~ 1 ice Americano Snack~ 2 banana mas + 1 ice Americano + 1 coffee Dinner~ rice and chicken curry with sambal and veggies + corn ice cream

Total:~ 1500

Lots of coffee today lmao

ON TODAY FØØD EPISODE 🤍

Breakfast~ 1 ice Americano Lunch~ 1 ice Americano + fried chicken with mushrooms sauce + 1 omelette and veggies Snack~ 1 ice Americano Dinner~ Salmon salad + chicken broth

Total:~ 1000 🌼

I wanted to have a healthier version for lunch but they were out of stock 😭 still pretty height in protein tho so it’s okay

ON TODAYS FØØD EPISODE 💫

… well yeah

Anyway the usual

Bowl: 3 pieces of fried tofu: ~200 Kimchi (about 2 tablespoons): ~20 Bean sprouts (about 1/3 cup): ~10 Sambal (1 tablespoon): ~20 White rice (about 100g cooked): ~150 → Bowl total: ~400

Plate: 3 pieces of fried tempeh: ~230 Papaya (~100g): ~50 Cucumber (~60g): ~10 → Plate total: ~290 kcal

2 Green tea: 0 1 ice Americano: ~10

Total of the day: ~700

DAY 26

I have body dysmorphia so I don’t really trust the mirror but

My collarbøn3s are finally showing

I got a little gap between my th!ghs

My w3!ght 

When I bend over I can see my spine

And maybe other things but it’s hard for me to notice them

DAY 10 (youhouhou!)

✨Denial is a river in Egypt ✨💅 HAHAHAHA. But honestly, to this day I’m still not entirely convinced that I have 3d even if, rationally speaking, something is definitely wrong lmao It’s easier to tell yourself that you’re simply in control… FAKE IT UNTIL YOU MAKE IT 💃💃 MOUAHAHAH (Don’t do this please)

DAY 28

Right now I’m just restr!ct!ng and sometimes f@sting when I feel like it I didn’t change my sport routine since it was already settled and I like it as it is

But I used to do a little bit of everything.. I was stuck in the cycle of ⭐️ing, over exercising, b!ng!ng, purg!ng again and again and again until last year Or maybe it was 2 years ago?? I don’t remember, my notion of time is kinda messed up lol A little mix of b3d and m!@.. lovely

I won’t be able to w3!ght myself this week but so far, I’m surprised it’s not freaking me out

DAY 23

Idk anymore haha, I sure act like I am on a daily basis but overall I don’t think I’m happy, more like grateful about the events in my life and my surroundings, friends and family

I started this journey to numb my feelings.. well I think it’s working pretty well lmao