Oh Shit, Here We Go Again.

My ed on the way back with the start of school 😊

Questo 2023 credo sarà un buon anno. Non voglio gufarmela ma ci spero. Comunque ora mangerò pulito e mi allenerò con Pamela Reif. Speriamo insomma. Oggi sono 62.5 kg

I Just want my ed back cuz I wanna be skinny and be suitable for him. In my head makes sense

I really need to be 54 kg by October 31. I weight 61 kg and I have time. I also looove my boy (he doesn't know) but I'm preatty tall and he is shorter (i love this thing of him, don't take me wrong) but because of this, I NEED to be thin so we don't look weird when we're togheter. I'm motivated.

if you have ever suffered from…  

• depression 

• anxiety 

• eating disorder 

• self-harm

• ocd 

• bipolar 

• feelings of guilt and hopelessness 

• suicidal thoughts 

can you please reblog to show support for people who also suffer. you are not alone.

*My Mum asking what the pizza's like she's forcing me to eat*

Me replying idk, I just feel like eating a piece of cardboard with 700 kcal

Just my mother's insults coming for me bc I eat too much

When you're trying to eat normal but everyone keep saying you look stunning in the body you have now

Hoping on sunday I'll be 51 kg

Proteggetemi da questa pellicola

da quattro soldi

che continua a svolgersi

davanti a me

e pretende di coinvolgermi

come attore o comparsa

non prevista dal copione —

proteggetemi persino dalla vostra presenza

quasi sempre inutile

e intempestiva

proteggetemi

dalle vostre spaventose assenze —

dal vuoto che create

attorno a me

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Eugenio Montale, Proteggetemi da “Quaderno di quattro anni”, 1997.