I’m Fasting Until I Reach 48kg Or Until I Can Get Enough Of This Fucking Fat Off Me My Life Has Gone

Fasted, got nearly 25k steps and completed a workout for the first time in a year and I feel fantastic.

May is going to be my month !! 🫶🫶

Ate way over my calorie limit today so I will be taking half a box of laxatives I cannot gain again

Now who’s gonna tell me why I be looking bmi 20+ when im in the low 18-high 17 range 😒😒

Alright guys fess up who cursed me cause tell me why I’ve gone from having a borderline addiction to walking and getting 20k+ steps a day to absolutely dreading it and barely passing 10k

Yall update on the hot cross bun situation, it was so disappointing I should’ve gotten a different one because this one tasted like ass it literally just tasted like a regular brioche bun and I regret OMAD’ing it 😔💔

I’ve gotten so lazy and lenient with myself lately no wonder I’ve been binging so much, come back honeymoon phase you left me so soon 🙏🙏

Why the fuck didn’t I just go to sleep I had a mini binge on fucking noodles and mini Easter eggs now I’m at roughly 800 cals for the day and I just want more

Man I took 15+ laxatives last night and it has barely effected me, I fear I have developed a tolerance smh 😔

I’ve bee stuck in 53kg jail for the past 3 days now despite consistently getting 20k steps, eating under 600 calories and abusing the hell out of laxatives. Does anyone have any ideas on how I can get out of this plateau? I’m thinking of just fasting until the number drops.

I used to love baking before I relapsed, I really miss it. Hopefully one day, if I finally get sick enough to deserve recovery, I can start doing it again.