I am so far behind on my school work and am not able to go to school because of it. I am so burnt out and stressed and feel like giving up. I am also trying to get a job online because if I were to try and get a normal job, I would not be able to keep up with it, myself, homework, and still be able to do things I enjoy. My teachers and school is great when it comes to accomodations and late work, but it is a matter of me getting things done.
Does anyone else get overwhelmed at holiday dinners? Like just everybody talking and trying to pass food around and it just feels like I'm being torn in different directions and not being in my own body anymore.
When everyone gets to the talking, my ears just feel like that they are melting off my head and being sewn back on when things quiet down. I have tried earplugs and headphones, but I feel rude. I try to stay towards the back and don't direct attention at myself.
I really enjoy being with my family at these holidays and being a part of the festivities, but it is too much sometimes.
AARON FUCKING TIVET IS IN AMERICAN HORROR STORIES AND I DIDN'T REALIZE IT UNTIL NOW
If school is still making a 17 year old cry because they don't want to go, I think that says something about the system.
I just want y'all to know that in 4th grade, a group of popular girls rejected me for some stupid reason, and I started running down the soccer field. My poor little body wasn't able to comprehend going fast and trying to look cool, so I fell over my own damn leg and fell on a rock fracturing my arm. But on the plus side, I was able to piss the girls off my not letting them sign my cast.
So if anyone hurts your feelings, hurt them even more then get pity attention from everyone else.
The worst thing about school is it makes me feel like my health problems need to come second. Even with a 504 plan, I still end up falling behind and have to force myself to suffer to get things done.
I keep seeing this picture and all I want to say is I hope he lets Leon drive him around.
So I just had blood drawn and it wasn't a lot taken. When I left the lab, it took mabie ten steps before I had the worst and scariest visual blackout I have ever had. It was so intense that I could hardly stand and I think if I had been up any longer, I would have passed out. I felt cold all over but was sweating and I couldn't see a thing. Instead of just seeing black, a cloud of white ended up appearing. I have no idea what happened, but I am really shaken.
IM IN A PRODUCTION WITH SOMEONE WHO LOOKS LIKE ANDREW KEENAN- BOLGER
Omg, Hi!
HIII
I weeble and wobble and sometimes fall down.