Im So Done - Blog Posts
I am so disgusted with this whole Sarah-truly situation. Being a map is not the same as being part of lgbtq+ we fought to get a place in this world. And there are still places where it is illegal to love the person you love. It's so fucking disgusting that it even claims that being a MAP is the same things as to be lbgtq+ the same thing, like... No it's fucking not!!! ... All I can say is, fucking yikes!
Sorry to be so bitter but I really did enjoy it's art, but I'm tired of hearing that people I look up to are so Disgusting!!!
But I can genuinely hope that it seeks help, but I don't ever want to see it on the internet ever again... :/
Oki rant over, also English is not my first language:')
Map= NOT lbgtq+
Map=Disgusting
Five and lila was… unexpected
[!TUA SEASON 4 SPOILERS!]
I wanna start with the fact that I do not agree with the people saying “this butchered fives character!” nor do I agree with the people saying “Oml this ship is so perfect!”
truly, I think five and Lila make sense. But not quite in the couple way?
I mean, I adored watching the two of them play chess or help with personal hygiene or cook/eat together. But with the context of sexual and romantic tension, kinda ruined it for me.
because, well, it just felt rushed and weird. We see very few scenes of the two intersecting in this way, and when we do it’s in brief flashes and later on during some weird pout of fives on the subway! So to say I felt like I had whiplash from their relationship is an understatement.
the whole cheating thing is a whole other level, because personally anyone who is a cheater is disgusting and immediately someone I hate/dislike (of course there are some, very very few, instances where I can forgive or at least understand the cheating). And that is no different for five or Lila, because I think both are horrible for
1. Lila cheating on Diego with his BROTHER (adopted but still!) no less! And I get it was 7 years BUT she still wanted to get home, she still had hope, doesn’t that extend to her husband? I know they were fighting and Lila wanted to take a break, but unlike with Rachel and Ross who were dating, A BREAK IN A MARRIAGE IS NOT AN IMMEDIATE DIVORCE! So please, stop saying it was all perfect! Cause it was not. Diego and Lila would have probably broken up despite the fact that I and many others wish they wouldn’t (both are too stubborn for couples therapy, probably), but only after that would it have been better for her to start pursuing five in that way, and vice versa.
2. Five abandoning all regard he may have for Diego. Like I get it, it’s 7 years, and Diego may not be your favourite person or even someone you’d be okay with spending extended amounts of time with, but he’s still your brother (adopted or not!). And by gosh, doesn’t that count for anything?! I get it, you and the one lady who understood how your situation works we’re stick for 7 years with only eachother, but dude, she’s MARRIED to your BROTHER with 3 KIDS! (At least I think there’s three, I really only know the name of one of them………) Cmon…
truly, this season could have benefitted from this, I think five and Lila are cute. But idk, maybe give us some more time with them? (I understand they had less episodes, but we also got like 20 minutes worth of Klaus just flicking a lighter in a grave! Love y’a Klaus, sorry!) Or just, hmmm, I’m not sure, make it platonic? Or maybe make the two kiss and then have that epiphany of “oh wait! I still have a husband!” And “my brother is your husband!”. And then have them be all weird about it, let the fanfic writes squeal and add on to it or whatever they want, and not traumatize the other majority of fans who fully do not and cannot support the ONE ship that is pedophilic both ways!
I’ve got so much more to say on this, but I’m tired and I truly could care less.
all in all; if you don’t like the ship, don’t interact with content about it. If you like the ship, don’t interact with content bashing it. It is a VERY controversial ship, and while I say “whatever floats your boat”, that does not mean shove your opinion in other peoples faces.
everyone needs to grow up, and everyone needs to understand that this is what we got, and this is what we’ll continue to get. Do or don’t read the fanfics (there are so many) that endorse and give SO much more attention to these two (five x Lila), and leave it be!
sorry about all this! I’m just so tired of seeing this sh*t everywhere, there are so many more pressing matters in this seasons writing, timing, spacing, and overall execution! Cmon guys, leave the ship thing alone and focus on how they just said “your trauma and everything you’ve endured to get to where you are means nothing. You have to die for the world to be a good place. You are the thing that is wrong. The world never has and never will need you.” cause WHAT THE HECK
How the fuck do digital artists do shit this took like 4 hrs
I think it was supposed to be an inaccurate Uraraka? Idk what I was doing
Hating everything that breaths at the moment.
There’s only 2 ways to draw htf characters lol
(I’m gonna look crazy to my jhutch followers..)
School spirits s2 teaser is FREAKING ME OUT.
why was Charley choking? who was on the hospital bed?? why was Xavier in a HOSPITAL GOWN. maddie and Wally’s kiss? WHY WAS THE FUCKING SCHOOL ON FIRE.
I’m crashing out and you’re telling me I have to wait till JANUARY??? GENUINELY WTF IS HAPPENING.
also sorry me tweaking is the first post from me in MONTHS..
I'm so done with people thinking I'm stupid enough to not notice what's going on "behind my back" because I see it. I promise. So either fucking tell me what your problem with me is or get out of my life until you've resolved it on your own
Just binged and purged, time to spend the next 2 hours on a workout bike. (I have the flu.)
happy pride ❤
So true!This is hilarious as shitXD
the moment you remember that you have something in your oven.
Did the trend w my lovelies
Congratulations, America! Rather than telling my future children that my generation helped elect the first female president, I can now inform them on our success in electing the first felon president!
This is the history we've made for ourselves. Huzzah.
So, because I’m not gonna incriminate myself I’m using code names when referencing people in my life and this is a break down of everyone and who they are to me
Lazy girl: ex best friend, used to be best friend from 12-14 but this bitch really knows how to be a two-faced manipulative bitch
Bible freak: girl who I’ve been in friend group with since last year. Thinks I’m stupid and she’s the most intelligent person because she reads books and has the audacity to criticize Shakespeare as well as make it clear to me that because I was conceived through artificial insemination that I “shouldn’t be here” aka shouldn’t be alive
Miss Yes: kind of a friend but never states her own opinions or thoughts and is Bible freaks best friend
My wife: my closest friend who also loves gossip and just gets me. Amazing human being 💖
Asshole: my ex bf (first bf ever) from when I was 14 who basically cheated on me and gaslit me the entire relationship
Two faced bitch: stupid whore who encouraged me to date asshole and then cheats on assholes best friend with asshole and betrays me completely, always rubs it in my face that they’re kinda dating but kinda not
Tarzan: current bf, kinda looks like Tarzan hence the name, really amazing guy but has said a hurtful thing to me
Think that’s everyone for now. So I’ll see you in my first entry 💋
Me right now trying to get my new Tumblr account set up.
Romanticism
When there is beauty to be found it becomes closure for the disturbed and the broken-minded, offering a home in the darkness, the darkness beholds beauty of which is mirrors the light and healthy. We as humans romanticise the pain until it becomes glorified, we feast off it and make it the norm, does this make sense? only to some it will.
Nonsense
‘Kill all the men, everything is dead to them’ - Your Flesh Is Nice by Jeff Buckley
Its all wrong and its all right but no matter what it is, it’s fucked up and repulsing; art.
Rottenness
Yearning,Rotting:Yearning=Rotting
Rotting is a desease, it eats at the dead and the living, the mind and the body. It searches every crevice of your system for every sense of life to suck out of you, its a slow painful process, it kills.
Art
Im a sad sad girl with a weird mind so to me this is written art, expressive. art.Art.ARt.ART. fuck knows what this is.
Art is not in one form, art is anything and anything you just need the open eye to see it; music,poetry, drugs, literature, misery, sex, anatomy, film, paintings, drawings, collages, each breath you take and the moon + music, the most important one of them all.
UgLy Is A..r?T
Make it make sense. Open Your Eyes……👁️
So my week is going very bad. I’m calling it my “emotionally damaged week”.
On Monday I rewatched Squid Game and was emotionally damaged by Ali and Sae-Byeok’s deaths.
Then on Tuesday I’m more than excited for the Better Call Saul’s episode and I am utterly destroyed by Nacho’s final stand. That broke me and I’m crying for the rest of the day.
But for Wednesday, I was expecting laughs from Moon Knight especially how Ep 4 finished. Then … Steven 😖.
I’m emotionally damaged and I’m only halfway through the week!😭 How can things get any worse?
Guys, tell me if I should take away my cousin’s reading privilege or not. Introduced him to the world of fanfiction and he is out here telling our homophobic older cousin that he is reading a shipment......
Dead dove do not eat: incorrect use of a high school student