people ask me why i want to move out at 18 but how do i tell them that it's solely so i can starve with no one there forcing dinner on me.
lowkey love the feeling of being hungry
Bruuuuuuhhh why can’t someone hug me tenderly and bandage my cuts gently while telling me everything is alright like they do in fanfics maybe then I’d quit
reblog if it's okay for your mutuals to message you and create an actual friendship, not just interactions
my reasons for losing weight!!
• i can wear baggy clothes in an aesthetic way and not in a way that makes me look huge
• i won’t have to feel insecure about my belly
• i’ll look good in whatever clothes i wear because i’ll be skinny
• people will be jealous over my self control
• people will worry about me when i start losing a lot of weight
• people will see how small and light i am
• i won’t have to be ashamed of talking about my weight to others
• i’ll be the skinny friend
• skinny legs will be cuter in my clothes
• it will make me prettier
• being someone else’s thinspo
• can focus on other things and not just my weight
• won’t have to worry about looking fat when someone takes a picture of me
• someone’s hand can fit around my arm
• i won’t have to worry about looking fat next to someone
• people will be nicer to me if i’m skinnier
• i can be pretty and skinny in summer
• no more jiggly legs and arms
• i can have a slimmer face
• i will look sickly and pale
waking up feeling clean because you didn’t eat a lot the night before >>>
I want a girlfriend or boyfriend
(translation: I want to text someone everyday who’s sick too and who insanely enables me and pushes me to get worse and we cut together and ⭐️ve together but I’m so INSANELY AWKWARD and anxious about making the first move even online)
TW: sh
Anyone else showing up to family events this month half rats??
I’m going to be stuck like this forever