Bleedher - Tbhidk

things to do instead of food

learn all the lyrics to a song

make slime

watch a movie

go on a walk and look for hot men

do fun makeup looks

girlblog

make a pinterest board of what u want ur house to look like

dress up like ur favorite characters or celebrities

make edits

sit outside and listen to music

dance and sing to ur favorite songs

get high

go on a bike ride while listening to music

tan

go swimming

shop online

write a story or poetry

do hairstyles

read books outside

create a alter ego of urself new and improved

get all pretty and go shopping

paint ur nails

draw how u feel

watch true crime

have a self care day

make food for ur FAMILY. NOT URSELF. and make sure its something that wont tempt u

binge watch a show

watch all the movies u have been telling urself ur gonna watch

I always ask myself am i actually sick or am i just making everything up? I never trust myself. I want to know if theres anything wrong. I need to be told.

Bruuuuuuhhh why can’t someone hug me tenderly and bandage my cuts gently while telling me everything is alright like they do in fanfics maybe then I’d quit

just a reminder

in a few months, it will be swimsuit season, and nobody is gonna like the way you look if you aren't stick-thin by then. don't you want to be the prettiest in the room?

reblog if it's okay for your mutuals to message you and create an actual friendship, not just interactions

cant suck in your thighs.

TW: sh

Anyone else showing up to family events this month half rats??

i want someone to watch my self destruction with a smile. i want them to encourage me to go further, eat less, cvt deeper, isolate myself more. i want them to make me feel small, like i need to get sicker to get better. listen to my problems. twist them until im the villain. break me until im whole again, and laugh at my suffering.

people ask me why i want to move out at 18 but how do i tell them that it's solely so i can starve with no one there forcing dinner on me.