Reblog If It's Okay For Your Mutuals To Message You And Create An Actual Friendship, Not Just Interactions

just a reminder

in a few months, it will be swimsuit season, and nobody is gonna like the way you look if you aren't stick-thin by then. don't you want to be the prettiest in the room?

Make me worse, make me thin, ask me if I ate, tell me I’m wrong if I do, tell I’m I did good if I don’t, encourage me, enable me. Push me. MAKE ME THIN MAKE ME WORSE HELP ME

i want someone to watch my self destruction with a smile. i want them to encourage me to go further, eat less, cvt deeper, isolate myself more. i want them to make me feel small, like i need to get sicker to get better. listen to my problems. twist them until im the villain. break me until im whole again, and laugh at my suffering.

lowkey love the feeling of being hungry

me when i realize my sh addiction is actually addictive

I’m going to be stuck like this forever

so mad my standing up stoumach isnt my laying down stoumach

I always ask myself am i actually sick or am i just making everything up? I never trust myself. I want to know if theres anything wrong. I need to be told.

I want a girlfriend or boyfriend

(translation: I want to text someone everyday who’s sick too and who insanely enables me and pushes me to get worse and we cut together and ⭐️ve together but I’m so INSANELY AWKWARD and anxious about making the first move even online)