Lowkey Love The Feeling Of Being Hungry

the thing about my body is that its actually a really nice shape. like i have pretty wide, round hips and a small waist. but the problem is

its covered in layers of fat making it ugly

i want to get that gorgeous skinny girl out of the pig that i am rn so badly

reblog if it's okay for your mutuals to message you and create an actual friendship, not just interactions

coming on tumblr after eating is like walking out of ur room w ur boyfriend knowing ur family heard everything

TW: sh

Anyone else showing up to family events this month half rats??

I’m going to be stuck like this forever

me when i realize my sh addiction is actually addictive

people ask me why i want to move out at 18 but how do i tell them that it's solely so i can starve with no one there forcing dinner on me.

Bruuuuuuhhh why can’t someone hug me tenderly and bandage my cuts gently while telling me everything is alright like they do in fanfics maybe then I’d quit

i want someone to watch my self destruction with a smile. i want them to encourage me to go further, eat less, cvt deeper, isolate myself more. i want them to make me feel small, like i need to get sicker to get better. listen to my problems. twist them until im the villain. break me until im whole again, and laugh at my suffering.