TW: Sh

Make me worse, make me thin, ask me if I ate, tell me I’m wrong if I do, tell I’m I did good if I don’t, encourage me, enable me. Push me. MAKE ME THIN MAKE ME WORSE HELP ME

i want someone to watch my self destruction with a smile. i want them to encourage me to go further, eat less, cvt deeper, isolate myself more. i want them to make me feel small, like i need to get sicker to get better. listen to my problems. twist them until im the villain. break me until im whole again, and laugh at my suffering.

I always ask myself am i actually sick or am i just making everything up? I never trust myself. I want to know if theres anything wrong. I need to be told.

waking up feeling clean because you didn’t eat a lot the night before >>>

I’m going to be stuck like this forever

me when i realize my sh addiction is actually addictive

does anyone know any shows, movies, influencers, etc that can help with motivation???

I need to get that spark back again ✨

the thing about my body is that its actually a really nice shape. like i have pretty wide, round hips and a small waist. but the problem is

its covered in layers of fat making it ugly

i want to get that gorgeous skinny girl out of the pig that i am rn so badly

reblog if it's okay for your mutuals to message you and create an actual friendship, not just interactions

I want a girlfriend or boyfriend

(translation: I want to text someone everyday who’s sick too and who insanely enables me and pushes me to get worse and we cut together and ⭐️ve together but I’m so INSANELY AWKWARD and anxious about making the first move even online)