Yo itโs me AGAIN WITH A XANTHUS IDEA !!! so I am an artist (I know you are too) and what if Xanthus sees your art ? The listener has been hiding it from him since the listener is afraid of Xanthus opinion !!! LIKE CMON Xanthus has his own art gallery and he has seen many art pieces ? So once the listener was alone in the room, listening to music and then OH NO ??? Xanthus sees your sketches ?!? But the listener doesnโt notice him for a while and Xanthus just watches them draw :0
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[แดสแดแดแดแด] xแดษดแดสแด๊ฑ ๊ฑแดแดษชษดษข สแดแดส แดสแด ๊ฐแดส แดสแด ๊ฐษชส๊ฑแด แดษชแดแด.
a/n: I LOVE THIS REQUEST SM !! i actually freaked out a little when i saw it because it describes EXACTLY me ?! like i dont show my art to anyone because of judgement also, so i was like WOAH im gonna love writing this, tysm birdy <3 !! gender neutral reader ! i tried not to label the drawing too much, so you can just imagine you drawing whatever you want :)
c/w: none just tooth rotting fluff ;p
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Everything was perfect today.
You in the private room in the gallery, and Xanthus touring people around, showing off the art he has collected over the years of his lifetime. The weather was lovely for once, considering it was London, and the music in your ears set the mood perfectly. It was the most perfect day.
Xanthus has been out for a while, probably in one of his cute rambles about an artist he knew to one of his guests, so you took this opportunity to grab the sketchbook you'd hid in your bag, and sketch for a while. Grabbing one of the pencils that Xanthus had in his draw, you got comfortable at the desk and started to sketch, putting on one of your favorite songs as you do.
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You hadn't realised how much time had passed, as once you start drawing your mind goes elsewhere, letting your deft hands have a mind of their own as they move along the page.
Xanthus had finished touring a few guests by now, and went to go check up on you. Going up the stairs to the door and opening it carefully in case he startles you.
"Love? I'm sorry for leaving you for so long, these particular guests wanted to know everything about John Costable's art piece of Stratford Mill, and to say I got carried away would be an understatement." He chuckles a bit as he speaks, closing the door behind him. He didn't notice what you were doing until he looked up, seeing the back of your head down on the desk in concentration, headphones in and your focus sharp.
He makes an "ohhh" sound under his breath as he nods to himself, acknowledging you and your focus. He stands there for a few moments, just admiring you, before slowly walking up behind you, trying not to alarm you. You don't seem to notice him at all as he stands behind you. He starts to peer over your shoulder, before gasping a little.
Your art is there on the table, in plain sight for him to see. He stands there just staring, picking out all the details you add and your art style, admiring it in a trance. This is the first time he has been able to see your art in full detail. The first few times hes only seen a glimpse before you realise hes there and covering it away from his view, and saying it's just "nothing important". But now, he has a full view of it.
Standing behind you, he watches you for a while, cherishing this one moment where he can see your passion in its true form. He watches how your skilful hands carefully move across the page, holding the pencil precisely in place as you draw. Attentively sketching light thin lines with the led from the pencil, adding little details where needed. Xanthus almost seems to be entranced, as hes never seen this side of you before. He feels like he is watching you for hours, just you and him in your own world.
As you add the last few lines, you put your pencil down on the desk and seem to check it over, making sure you haven't missed anything. Xanthus watches you carefully, admiring the finished page as he feels proud of your work. He smiles to himself, resisting the urge to hug you from behind as he wants this moment to last a bit longer. He pays attention to the way your head tilts to the side slightly, looking at the drawing from all angles. His heart swells seeing this, finding this action adorable, feeling all warm inside.
You sigh, and lean back in the chair as you finish, accidentally leaning the back of your head against Xanthus' abdomen. He hadn't realised how close he had gotten until now. You move quickly, turning around as you look up to see who is there, taking your headphones off and putting them on the desk. There stands Xanthus, a warm smile on his face as you acknowledge his presence at last.
Your eyes go wide as you go to close the sketchbook as quickly as you can, before turning back round and playing it off.
"Xanthus hey your back! Have you uhm- been there the whole time?" You ask nervously, your voice shaking a little. "Pray tell he hasn't seen anything." You think as you wait for his response.
He smiles warmly as he reaches out to stroke your head a little, "Love, your art is stunning, why didn't you show me sooner?" He asks, as he watches your expression change.
"I uhm..." You start, looking down. There's no way of getting out of this if he's already seen it. "Well, I just...uh" You struggle to get the words out as he looks at you intently, trying to form an answer.
"I just thought that, because you've seen so much art in your lifetime, and obviously I- I'm not like all the other artists in this gallery, I just... I was afraid of your...opinion on it, you know? Because you have a lot of art experience with other artists and I just thought- mph.."
He hushes you with a kiss to stop your rambling, stroking your face as he does. He pulls back and smiles, looking you in the eye.
"Love, I've already told you this, I don't judge. Remember when you first came here and I was showing you art, and I asked you what you see, what did I say after that?"
You swallow nervously as you recall the memory. "I am the last to judge." You say as you repeat what he said.
He kisses you on the cheek. "Exactly, and I meant that, truly. I don't just like full pieces of art, you know. I appreciate all the art humans make. Even sketches like yours, my love." He kisses you. "You don't have to be scared to show me. This," He points to the sketchbook, "Is truly remarkable, love. I must admit, I was in quite the trance watching you work, and the feeling I felt watching you was just...it was lovely. I felt proud, even." He smiles. "So please, love, don't feel like you need to hide this from me. I would never judge art, especially yours, how could I? Art is truly a blessing, and I could never judge you for it, my love."
You just stare at him as he holds your hands. You can't hold back the smile you feel coming on to your lips, as you launch yourself into his arms, hugging yourself into his chest. He chuckles a little as he hugs you back, kissing the top of your head.
You pull your head up, still holding on to him as you look at him.
"Thank you, Xanthus, really." He smiles as he pulls you in for a kiss, before whispering against your lips.
"It's alright, love, I'll always support you."
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i loved writing this, its such a cute ask especially because im an artist as well <3 thank you for requesting birdy !
-Jasper
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How is the โai generatorโ ad allowed on here help pls ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ
Maybe you can write about xanthus calming listener down from a panic attack? :)
๐๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ ๐๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐๐ซ๐ ๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ง๐ โฅ Xanthus
หโ* โ๐๐๐๐ก๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช ๐ฌ๐๐ง๐ ๐จ๐ก๐๐๐ฅ๐๐ฃ๐, ๐ ๐๐๐ก๐ก ๐๐ฃ ๐ก๐ค๐ซ๐.โ
โฏโฏ เญจ เญง โฏโฏ
๊ฑสษดแดแด๊ฑษช๊ฑ: xแดษดแดสแด๊ฑ แดแดแด๊ฐแดสแด๊ฑ สแดแด.
โฏเญจโฏ " " โฏเญงโฏ
Everything was so slow, blurry, harsh. You were cold with the only warmth being from your tears. There wasnโt an exact reason you were acting this way, it wasnโt usual. You tried to keep it all in but it just spilled. Breathing was short and painful. It felt like some type of torture.ย
Nobody saw you. It was just you, alone. Dontis was busy, Fran was outside, and Xanthusโฆ Oh, Xanthus. He was probably feeling what you felt at this moment. Xanthus was most definitely panicking.ย
There wasnโt much to see since your vision was blurry and your ears felt like theyโd been muffled but you did hear a frantic tapping.
โLove?โ
You looked to your right and saw what would look like Xanthus if your tears werenโt in the way. Heโs never seen you like this and you didnโt ever want him to.ย
โXanthus.โ
Your body started shaking like you were about to collapse.ย
โHey, hey. Itโs okay, love.โ
Xanthus rushed to your side and held you. He guided you to bed and tucked you in. You wiped some of your tears, clearing everything up and when you did you saw that pitiful look on Xanthusโ face. You could tell he felt hurt seeing you like this.ย
โIโm sorโโ
โDonโt apologize, love. Are you okay?โ
You looked at his face which was painted with concern. A wave of emotion hit you and your tears began to fall again. Xanthus held you tighter and wiped your tears. He didnโt know what was happening but wanted to help and be there.
๏ธตโฟ๏ธตโฟ๏ธตโฟ๏ธตโฟ๏ธตโฟ๏ธตโฟ๏ธต
After finally settling down, you were laying in silence with Xanthus. There wasnโt anything you really wanted to say. Your tears had made you exhausted and Xanthus could see that.ย
Xanthus positions himself so he can see you better, โLove?โ
โHm?โ
โIf you were worried about something, you would tell me, right?โ
You didnโt reply. Anything would be wrong. โYesโ, No. โNoโ, Yes.ย
โLove.โ
โIt depends.โ You answer.
โIf you had another one of these, would you tell me?โ
Would you? That was the question. The question you truly didnโt have the answer to.ย
Xanthus saw the look on your face. He sighed before lying back down.ย
โGoodnight, love. I love you,โ He said before kissing your forehead. He didnโt expect a reply. You normally donโt say anything after he says โI love youโ. It didnโt make him upset. He understood.ย
You didnโt go to sleep until he fell asleep. And before you did,ย
โI love you too, Xanthus.โ
But of course,ย
Xanthus doesnโt sleep before you.
i think i went off script.... oopsie. anyway i felt like xanthus should make a comeback since the last time i wrote for him was my first post... ANYWAY i hope u liked reading this as much as i liked writing it
(and i pray that saku isn't lurking at this very moment.)
Genre: fluff/comfort
c/w: implied/mentions of trauma, abuse, assault themes
a/n: I wrote this at 3am while I'm the kitchen because a spider was in my bedroom
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Isaac had never been one to be very affectionate, he was a very busy man with work and such. It would often only range from small hugs before he left for work to spooning while you both slept, it was never more than that. This however, it made you feel a little insecure, making your mental health slightly decrease.
You were alone at home, the house was empty. Isaac was working late and your thoughts were bearing down on you, chomping away at you. You were tired, your eye bags showing the extent of worry and stress you felt.
Your mental health had just been plumeting lately with thoughts of how Isaac may leave you. He knew you were often worried and over thought this. Due to your last and past relationships, he always tried to put things right between the two of you, never wanting you to feel left out or alone at all. He was there for you and wanted you to feel loved despite him not showing it very often.
You sighed, the sunset turning into a watercoloured scene, the colours blurred nicely into each other. Yet it felt so lonely. Your hands slowly slid up to your face and hid it, you then felt the warmth of tears burning your palms.
The scene was emotional to anyone who saw it while peering up at the window at you. The apartment was large and had large windows, allowing anyone outside to look up inside. You sighed and looked at your phone, Isaac hadn't messaged yet.
You stood up and wiped away your tears while you crouched and got a start on dinner. It would probably go cold before Isaac got back again. Yet.. you would still cook, the food hot in the pan while you made a simple recipe.
You didn't know if Isaac would even be coming home tonight. The thoughts were making you spiral and you soon became emotional, tears forming again as you cried. Your body slumped to the floor, spoon in hand and your arms still half folded on the counter. You looked so done.
You hadn't even noticed Isaac had walked through the door due to this. As soon as he saw you, his eyes widened and he quickly put down his things and came over. His hand pat your shoulder and he crouched to your level, his hands sliding to your face as he looked at you.
"Oh love.."
He sighed in a soft way, his large hands held your cheeks either side of your face, tracing your scars and such as you cried, your hands angrily and uncontrollably trying to push him away but he didn't care and pulled you in for a hug, he knew you needed it, as soon as he felt your body melt against his.
"I've got you.. I've got you shh shh shh.. Let me take care of you"
You had never felt him be so touchy, it made you almost calm immediately. Hands calmly touched you and lifted your body into his large, muscled arms. He sat down on the sofa and grabbed a blanket, wrapping you up and cuddling you. You let him do whatever he pleased at this point, you craved this comfort.
"Such a good pet for me. There you go, calm.."
He smiled softly and kissed your head, letting you rest in his lap. The rain outside gently hit the windows and added to the comfort, the tv quietly playing an animal documentary that both you and Isaac watched. His hands played with your hair while you came down from your meltdown, soft hair stayed in between his fingers as you both fell asleep.
The image of you both passed out and exhausted on the sofa would never not be cute or funny. Your face was red and teary, yet hidden in Isaacs chest your breath warm. Isaac meanwhile was holding your waist with one hand and one on the back of your head. Neither of you heard his phone ringing later that night. You both deserved this break and Isaac finally having time to touch you (he was most definitely ignoring the call)
Maybe you are made to be loved, you deserve this after everything.
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a/n: AH, I'm so sorry this is so short I have such bad writers block ๐ญ I'm probably going to write a part 2 where he takes you for a day out
fuck all three of these characters they make me throw up inside my mouth
If you could pick one character to spend the rest of your life with, who would it b?
I mean obviously you are going to say Alex but if not him ๐๐ฅฐ
LMAOOOOOO ANON YOU GOT JOKES
This is hard, because Iโm really attached to most of these characters! But, if I have to choose, it would most definitely be Xanthus!
From the very beginning he has been a real one. He looked out for us when we were getting stalked by Yandere boy, he was there when Fran was about to put us on a shirt, and he was still there when went on that mission. He took care of us every step of the way, and loves us in all of our entirety.
He never tries to run away from his problems, either. And I think he has the most integrity out of every character of the Sakuverse. He has more than a few skeletons in his closet and makes sure he doesnโt run away from any of them. He doesnโt make excuses for his actionsโlike when he accidentally killed Audricโs entire family. Even when Dontis was trying to give him an out by saying, โYou didnโt knowโ, or โIt was an accidentโ, he wasnโt taking ANY of that. He made sure to be honest about every kill heโs ever made, and doesnโt forget them because โtheyโre engraved in him.โ He doesnโt whine about how hard life is, or throws a pity party whenever he makes a fatal decision. He simply recognizes the repercussions that will come with the choice heโs going to make, and simply lives with itโand thatโs so commendable.
He loves art, (which is amazing, because Iโm an artist), and is just a reliable person overall! I do admit, that he can be a bit overboard when it comes to the whole โpossessiveโ aspect of his personality, but compared to him, humans are weak and their lives last as long as mayflies. He is possessive because he wants to make sure that he can spend every last moment with us, and I think thatโs beautiful.
If I was ever in a bind, I know heโll be there for me. :)
And I also know that heโll look after my kin after Iโm gone, too. Which I find even more endearing.
Thanks for the ask! โค๏ธ
@birdyyyyyy: Alr okay so my idea is โฆ Iโve checked you donโt mind writing nsfwโฆHEHEHE
so.. Xanthus and the listener being at Dontis place for 2 months now. They didnโt do anything special beside kissing and hugging but it never crossed that line. One evening when Dontis was looking for company, Xanthus uses the opportunity to get close to the listener. They were on the coach talking and Xanthus was needy HE WAS NEEDY so he started getting close and then pulling listener under him and then yk โฆ you donโt have to write it till s3x. Just go as far as you are comfortable. If youโre not comfortable just leave it aside lol
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[แดสแดแดแดแด] xแดษดแดสแด๊ฑ แดษดแด สแดแด แดสแด สแดแดแด แดสแดษดแด, แดษดแด xแดษดแดสแด๊ฑ แดแดแดแด๊ฑ แดแด แด แดษดแดแดษขแด แด๊ฐ แดสแดแด.
a/n: hi guys omg ive had writers block for SO LONG and havenโt had any ideas so sorry i went on break for so long :(( but iโm back now ! (proceeds to come back with smut LMAOAO). ive based this on xanthus recent audio where dontis leaves to see his partner if thats okay!! you can just skip the first bit if you want as its just me quoting the start of the audio LOL. gender neutral reader :) also sorry if this is so cringe this is my like FIRST EVER smut so i apologise LOL
c/w: NSFW CONTENT AHEAD! not full smut but like pre smut LOL
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"How long are you going to be?"
"Not long, why are you worried about me?" Dontis teases with a smirk.
Xanthus scoffs, "No, you know the city so I'm sure you've mapped out the little hidey holes."
Dontis nods, "Yes I have. I'll let you know when I'm on the way back." He says as he grabs his bag.
You're sitting on the couch watching all of this unfold, Xanthus standing by the doorway as Dontis gathers his things. Fran had left a while ago to explore New Orleans, and Dontis is now leaving for a while, which means it would be just you two in the house.
Xanthus folds his arms.
"Hm. Be careful." Xanthus warns.
"When am I not?" Dontis says with a smile.
"If I listed them all now you'd be late for your appointment, and you seem...eager to leave." Xanthus questions.
Dontis chuckles. "Not to leave you but to see them, I have my own bonds to tend to."
"Hm, have fun then."
"You too~" Dontis says as he opens the door, turning back to you for a moment.
"Look after him okay?" Dontis jokes to you. You laugh gently.
"I will, don't worry." You joke back as Xanthus rolls his eyes sarcastically, smiling a little.
Dontis gives you one last smile before making his way out the door. Xanthus sighs as he makes his way over to you.
"Where has he gone too?" You ask.
"He's gone to see his hunter friend, and I doubt he's coming back soon." Xanthus says as he sits next to you on the couch.
"How come?"
"Because they think it will be the last time they see each other, and honestly I don't blame him for thinking that way." Xanthus sighs as he lets his head rest against the couch. "We're doing something that no one else has been foolish enough to do, well they have but were defeated without a soul to spread it. That means we're either brave or idiotic, or both." Xanthus shrugs.
"Well we'll have to see soon won't we?" You reply.
"Mhm, no matter what we are it'll all come to light soon. And in the mean time.." Xanthus shifts closer to you. "I'd like to tend to my bond, as Dontis puts it." He says as he strokes your face.
"Feeling a bit bold today are we?" You tease with a laugh.
Xanthus chuckles back, kissing your forehead. "Well, it has been a while since we've had some private time, especially with you doing so much research all the while. Ah, speaking of...how are you feeling, love?" Xanthus asks you.
You perk up about your feelings as Xanthus listens intently. After a while the conversation then turns into just talking about whatever, just appreciating each other's presence for a while.
However, you can't fail to notice how Xanthus was acting a bit...different. The constant shifting around, moving closer to you, the way his eyes lingered on your neck, looking at you like you were some sort of prey, and his tone just felt different. You shook it off, thinking it was just because it was the two of you in the house and he could let his guard down for a while. But when your eyes met the bulge between his legs, you knew exactly what he wanted from you. Your eyes went wide and you cut off what you were saying, starting to stutter.
You two had never done anything so...lewd. It never crossed your mind at all, only exchanging kisses and hugs. The only semi lewd thing you've done is when Xanthus was feeding on you, and his hand trailed a bit too much on your chest, touching places you didn't know were sensitive until then. But that was it, never going any further. So to see him be so needy in front of you now was...well quite arousing if you were being honest. The way his eyes lingered on you with that wanting expression made your body go warm.
You two stared at each other for a couple of seconds, before Xanthus sensed your want, looking at your lips. He moved closer to you and whispered.
"May I?"
You just nodded. He held your face gently and kissed you passionately, the kiss turning more needy as it carried on. Exchanging kisses, he put his hand behind your head and pushed you down gently, landing with a slight whine as he licks your bottom lip, asking for entrance as he strokes your face with one hand as he uses his other to support himself on top of you. You allow him in, his tongue battling with yours lovingly as he admires the noises you make. Sloppy kisses shared back and fourth, his hand trailing down your chest and perking at your nipples, gently trailing his hand over them, making you gasp into his mouth slightly. He smirked at this as he gets a reaction from you. He slowly starts to slip his hand under your shirt, toying with your nipples even more. The sudden contact made you break off the kiss and throw your head back, letting out a slight moan.
"God- Xanthus I- ah~" You cry out, putting your hands around his back. Xanthus takes this opportunity to latch his mouth on to your neck, not biting but making a different type of mark. Because of him feeding from you so often, he already knows all your weak spots on your neck, so he takes advantage of that, still toying with your perky nipples gently. Still crying out in pleasure, he pulls off your neck and holds your face, bringing his mouth to your ear and whispering.
"I'll make you forget for a while."
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hi guys im so sorry ive been gone for so long but ive had MAJOR writers block and autistic burnout for ages and havent had any ideas so im sorry for leaving without warning but i think im getting back in the swing of things now! this post is probably really random but i needed to get SOMETHING out. ill start working back into my routines and getting back into my posting as i went through a phase where i was posting EVERY SECOND for about 2 days LOL so ill try and post more now if i can :)
thank you for reading love u all <3
-Jasper
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HEY ! HEY ! HEY ! Why donโt we give Isaac from ZsakuVa some attentionโฆ like to hear how he develop feeling for the listener against his willโฆ watching them over the cameras โฆ studying them โฆ smiling at them when they had there back to him โฆ small gifts like a book or chocolate โฆ fighting his feelings just to notice itโs so late โฆ. and being overprotective when guests came PLS PLS PLSSS
Fucking right babe, that man gives a lot of protective and obsession vibe than everything, Isaac experience lost many times, from the dead of his parents to the dead of his friend, so it's just natural that he never want to loose you. You become too close, to nice, to sweet, to seductive to his liking at it messed up his entire moral code.
The first symptoms of obsession is just a simple morning, hello, how are you until it turns to "where are you going", "don't leave, it's to dangerous", "stay with me it would more safer" and finally blossom to stalking and watching you behind the hidden camera. He of course would deny it, his in the stage of denial, thinking that this is normal (no it's not) "its just for their safety, they trust me and its my job to protect them" that's what he said but in reality it's start of a flare of real obsession
Second symptoms is the gift giving. It's normal at first, little trinket there and here because you've been a good, until he become addicted to your smile that he would give you random gifts just to see your smile, the reason this is second is because it becoming more visible, and you've becoming aware of the action and weird affection you're getting to your boss
And the last and crazy of all is the feral action from him, like his some sort of territorial wolf that would attack anyone who would hurt their mate, the difference is no is attacking you and you're not even his mate... Last time a man flirt to you jokingly, asking Isaac to give you to him which in Isaac reply to his joke is a full strength, hard punch that turn this poor man's nose into a flat coin. You need to apologize to the man many time and treat his injury which make Isasc jealous it become worse when you give him cold treatment, too scared because of his feral action which makes Isaac beg you to forgive him
And lastly the realization, man... It really takes a flat nose just for him to realize that his completely in-love and obsessed with you, he's now becoming more clingy and romantic which makes you feel the ick because wtf, why your cold boss just suddenly turn into a dog, asking for your attention and approval
But of course it doesn't mean it's always this confusing and scary sometimes it's adorable and cute like just what I said, he act like a dog. He would always call your name and show you so project of his, remember the time he said that he likes literature, yeah he would make you read tons of research, poem and wait for approval, if he has a tail it will definitely wiggle. He would also want to be with you at first it's all just presence bit now he wants to touch and hug you and it will definitely become worse once you admit that you like him to. He's is a silly man:))
(hellyy sorry for late reply, I'm honestly not really a Isaac man, I have a one side rival with him because you cannot convince me that this man already move on about his ex (Andrew Marston) and as an Andrew fan and simp, this is not good..... But maybe I'm just delulu, so again sorry for being inactive from zsakuva fandom lol)
starting to fall for the isaac with a cat propaganda
LISTEN EVERYBODY !
i need content of isaac zsakuva being an idiot i need to see his college years i need to see him doing something NORMAL like falling down the stairs i need it you dont understand i need to see him screaming at horror movie characters i need it for my health
Help me !!! saku said that we will get an Valentineโs Day audio. But I forgot which characterโฆ it was Isaac or Xanthus I canโt find the information in the long live stream PLS ANYONE TELL ME !!!
NVM I FOUND IT ITS XANTHAS YAHHHHHHH YIPPPEEEE